It would not do for him to stay much longer here; he should grow wild
with hopes and fancies, for all he knew, tread out that lovely name with
his heel. She must, she should be won! He clutched a cluster of the
forget-me-nots, quickly escaped the labyrinth, galloped back to the
station at a rate that streaked his chafing steed,--and so away from
dreams to life and real work.
Thus Reymund returned to his routine; bills and lawsuits and politics,
routes and rides; they were not calculated to lift him to any higher
level than the old one.
And Orient and her mother came home; the mother having made quite as
close acquaintance with the mountains as she cared to do.
Saturdays, now, surely as they came, brought Reymund under the same roof
with Orient. Perhaps in their brief indulgence he found pardon for all
the sins of the week,--for the week had its sins, its little trivial
condoning of misdemeanors as unimportant, matters which lower one as
steadily and certainly over the great pit, as block and tackle might do
over another. On Sunday nights, when he glided away in the outward
train, he felt as if it were an easy thing to maintain the height which,
by Orient’s side, he gained; but after a Monday morning on the exchange,
after a Tuesday night in the salon, after his evening gallop on the
horse possessed with the spirit of Satan, he said to himself, “It is of
no use. Nature is too crude in me, too gross a strain, too deep a dye. I
should be like Shelley’s rock in the black abyss, that
‘Has from unimaginable years
Sustained itself with terror and with toil
Over a gulf, and, with the agony
With which it clings, seems slowly coming down.’
The thing is to abandon.” Yet Saturday’s sunset shone for him again
always over Orient’s garden.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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