Not to give up all the questions I was determined to solve, I made an
attempt also to work into the Little Gentleman’s chamber. For this
purpose, I kept him in conversation, one morning, until he was just ready
to go up stairs, and then, as if to continue the talk, followed him as he
toiled back to his room. He rested on the landing and faced round toward
me. There was something in his eye which said, Stop there! So we finished
our conversation on the landing. The next day, I mustered assurance
enough to knock at his door, having a pretext ready.——No answer.——Knock
again. A door, as if of a cabinet, was shut softly and locked, and
presently I heard the peculiar dead beat of his thick-soled, misshapen
boots. The bolts and the lock of the inner door were unfastened,——with
unnecessary noise, I thought,——and he came into the passage. He pulled
the inner door after him and opened the outer one at which I stood. He
had on a flowered silk dressing-gown, such as “Mr. Copley” used to paint
his old-fashioned merchant-princes in; and a quaint-looking key in his
hand. Our conversation was short, but long enough to convince me that the
Little Gentleman did not want my company in his chamber, and did not mean
to have it.
I have been making a great fuss about what is no mystery at all,——a
school-girl’s secrets and a whimsical man’s habits. I mean to give up
such nonsense and mind my own business.——Hark! What the deuse is that odd
noise in his chamber?
VIII.
——If Iris does not love this Little Gentleman, what does love look like
when one sees it? She follows him with her eyes, she leans over toward
him when he speaks, her face changes with the changes of his speech, so
that one might think it was with her as with Christabel,——
That all her features were resigned
To this sole image in her mind.
But she never looks at him with such intensity of devotion as when he
says anything about the soul and the soul’s atmosphere, religion.
Women are twice as religious as men;——all the world knows that. Whether
they are any _better_, in the eyes of Absolute Justice, might be
questioned; for the additional religious element supplied by sex hardly
seems to be a matter of praise or blame. But in all common aspects they
are so much above us that we get most of our religion from them,——from
their teachings, from their example,——above all, from their pure
affections.
Now this poor little Iris had been talked to strangely in her childhood.
Especially she had been told that she hated all good things,——which every
sensible parent knows well enough is not true of a great many children,
to say the least. I have sometimes questioned whether many libels on
human nature had not been a natural consequence of the celibacy of the
clergy, which was enforced for so long a period.
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