Asia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
It sounds unreal, perhaps a nightmare, all this told here to you
behind blinds and windows in this--"he sniffed--" in this smell
of--of--horsehair furniture and paint and varnish. The curious
thing is it didn't seem a nightmare out there. It was too real. Things
happened, anything might happen, without shocking or astonishing. One
just did one's work, hour after hour, keeping things going in that
sun which stung one's bare hands, took the skin off even my face,
among the flies add the smell. It wasn't a nightmare, it was just a
few thousand Arabs and Indians fishing tip oysters from the bottom
of the sea. It wasn't even new, one felt; it was old, old as the
Bible, old as Adam, so the Arabs said. One hadn't much time to think,
but one felt it and watched it, watched the things happen quietly,
unastonished, as men do in the East. One does one's work,--forty
eight hours at a stretch doesn't leave one much time or inclination
for thinking,--waiting for things to happen. If you can prevent people
from killing one another or robbing one another, or burning down the
camp, or getting cholera or plague or small-pox, and if one can
manage to get one night's sleep in three, one is fairly satisfied;
one doesn't much worry about having to knock a mad gentleman from
Repton on the head with the butt end of a rifle between-whiles.
I expect that's just what Robson would call 'not getting hold of
India but letting India get hold of you.' Well, I said I wouldn't
give you views and I won't: I'm giving you facts: what I want, you
know, too is to give you the feeling of facts out there. After all
that is data for your views, isn't it? Things here _feel_ so
different; you seem so far from life, with windows and blinds and
curtains always in between, and then nothing ever happens, you never
wait for things to happen, never watch things happening here. You
are always doing things somehow--Lord knows what they are--according
I suppose to systems, views, opinions. But out there you live so near
to life, every morning you smell damp earth if you splash too much
in your tin bath. And things happen slowly, inexorably by fate, and
you--you don't do things, you watch with the three hundred millions.
You feel it there in everything, even in the sunrise and sunset, every
day, the immensity, inexorableness, mystery of things happening. You
feel the whole earth waking up or going to sleep in a great arch of
sky; you feel small, not very powerful. But who ever felt the sun set
or rise in London or Torquay either? It doesn't: you just turn on or
turn off the electric light.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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