What he furthermore had in his mind was, “I am bound as a gentleman to
do it”; but he refrained from saying that: he was conscious that he
sometimes said it too much; little by little he was learning that he was
bumptious, and that he ought not to be.
“And you will come to-morrow?” still urged Bessie, grasping at the next
best thing to to-day.
“Yes, I shall walk out. This driving every day won’t answer, on a
professor’s salary,” he added, swelling his chest over this grand
confession of poverty. “Besides, I need the exercise.”
“How good of you to walk so far merely to see me!” exclaimed the humble
little beauty.
Until he came again she brooded over the joys of being his betrothed, and
over the future, the far greater joy of being his wife. Was not this high
hope in love, this confidence in the promises of marriage, out of place
in Bessie? She has daily before her, in the mutual sayings and doings of
her grandfather and his spouse, a woful instance of the jarring way in
which the chariot-wheels of wedlock may run. Squire Tom Lauson does not
get on angelically with his second wife. It is reported that she finds
existence with him the greatest burden that she has ever yet borne,
and that she testifies to her disgust with it in a fashion which is at
times startlingly dramatic. If we arrive at the Lauson house on the day
following the dialogue which has been reported, we shall witness one of
her most effective exhibitions.
It is raining violently; an old-fashioned blue-light Puritan
thunder-storm is raging over the Barham hills; the blinding flashes
are instantaneously followed by the deafening peals; the air is full
of sublime terror and danger. But to Mrs. Squire Lauson the tempest is
so far from horrible that it is even welcome, friendly, and alluring,
compared with her daily showers of conjugal misery. She has just
finished one of those frequent contests with her husband, which her
sickly petulance perpetually forces her to seek, and which nevertheless
drive her frantic. In her wild, yet weak rage and misery, death seems a
desirable refuge. Out of the open front door she rushes, out into the
driving rain and blinding lightning, lifts her hands passionately toward
Heaven, and prays for a flash to strike her dead.
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