There was a possibility that Cloud, a mathematical prodigy able to
compute instantaneously any mathematical problem, would be able to
succeed where so many others had failed; but as long as he had Jo
and the three kids, as long as he had the normal love of life, that
possibility had never occurred to him.
When he lost them, however, he no longer had the slightest interest in
living. Unwilling to kill himself, he decided to try to blow out the
oldest and worst vortex upon Tellus. Against the orders of his chief
and the pleadings of his friends he tried it. He succeeded.
He had been burned; he had been broken, but he carried no scars. The
Phillips treatment for the replacement of lost or damaged members of
the human body had taken care of that. His face looked youthful; his
hard-schooled, resiliently responsive body was in startlingly fine
condition for that of a man of forty.
The Phillips treatment could not, however, fill a dully aching
void within him. It could not eradicate from mind and soul the
absence of and the overpowering longing for his deceased wife and
children--particularly his wife, Jo the lovely, Jo the beloved, Jo his
all in all for eighteen fleeting and intensely happy years.
He no longer wore that psychic trauma visibly; it no longer came
obtrusively between him and those with whom he worked, but it was and
always would be there. He had by this time blown out so many vortices
and had developed such an effective technique that he no longer had
any hope that any vortex could ever kill him--but there were other
forms of death. He still would not actually court it; but more and more
certainly, as the days dragged on, he came to know that not by one
single millimeter would he dodge anyone or anything bringing the dread
messenger his way.
"Where do you want me to go next, Chief?" the Vortex Blaster asked.
"Spica or Rigel or Corvina? Those three are the worst, I'd say."
"Uh-huh--Rigel's is probably a shade the worst in property damage and
urgency. Before we decide, though, I wish you'd take a good look at the
data on this one from Dekanore III. See if you see what I do."
"Dekanore III?" Cloud glanced curiously at the older man. "Didn't know
they were having any trouble. Only got one, haven't they?"
"Two now--they just had a new one. It's that new one I'm talking about.
It's acting funny--damned funny."
Cloud went through the data in brow-furrowing concentration, then
charted some of it and frowned.
"I get it. 'Damned funny' is right," he agreed. "The toxicity is too
steady, but at the same time the composition of the effluvium seems
to be too varied. Inconsistent, apparently--but since there's no real
attempt at a gamma analysis and very little actual mathematical data,
it could be; they're so utterly unpredictable. Inexperienced observers,
I take it, with chemical and medical bias?"
"Very much so, from our angle."
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