United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
What mattered it now that by observation he had learned many things
besides how to salute! With bitter resignation he would watch the
coming and going of officers, the forms and ceremonies of war. At dress
parade he knew just when the drums were to march slowly down from the
right flank; just when there was to be the thrice-repeated, long, brisk
roll; just when the drums were to turn back, with quicker step; just
how the commanding officer out there in front would keep his hand upon
the hilt of his sword; just when the adjutant would take his place
at the front of the line; just when was to come the command, “First
sergeants to the front and centre!” The roll of drums, and the crash of
music, and the tramp of many feet--and the Captain of Company Q would
turn away, his eyes filled with tears, as vague visions came of the
heights to which he had aspired when he hurried to enlist--before he
knew he had a heart. But he knew it now; he knew it, and it hurt.
In the uncommunicative companionship of General and servant he learned
much. He learned to know and almost to love the stern, strong man,
who held his men in iron discipline and led them into battle with a
fierceness that was almost joy.
There came, too, a sort of liking for Zebedee on the part of the grim
officer. He trusted him, sometimes let him write orders, treated him
with a curt kindliness, and often permitted him to remain within
hearing when discussions went on.
And Zebedee, still in touch with Company Q, which stood more in awe
of him than ever, and in touch, since his day of glory, with the men,
came also to know and to understand the officers. By observation,
divination, putting together this and that, he came to know how much
depended upon the personality of the General, and how bitter was the
rivalry among those next in command; he knew that they would do their
utmost under the overmastering influence of their leader’s spirit, but
that jealousy and laxity would work disaster should the potent headship
be lost.
And with this there came to Zebedee a new sense of responsibility and
pride. When so much depended upon the General, surely the importance
was great of the servant who saw to it that he should sleep in comfort
and properly eat!
He no longer wore the old clothes whose acquisition had been such pride
to him. The General had given him some of his own cast-off things,
which fitted him measurably well and relieved the shabbiness of effect
which would not have consorted with his present dignity.
* * * * *
There had been a day of fighting, a day of doubt. The General, almost
overwhelmingly outnumbered, had fought with splendid skill. But as
night fell there went shiveringly through the ranks the rumor that he
had been desperately hurt.
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