Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
"Gosh! The size of that star," came Wenny's voice from the window. In
his black silhouette Nan was imagining the moulding of the muscles of
the arms, the hollow between the shoulders, the hard bulge of calves.
She got to her feet. The grey jade beads hung down from her neck as she
lifted the teatable out of the way. The little demon in her head was
hissing Careful Nancibel, careful Nancibel as she walked over to the
window. Her arm hanging limply at her side touched his arm; writhing
hump-backed flares danced an insane ballet through her body. Down the
street a grindorgan was playing The Wearing of the Green. What wonderful
lashes he has, she caught herself thinking, so much nicer than mine.
Warm shudders came from his cheek to her cheek, from his moving lips.
"It looks as big as a chrysanthemum," he was saying. She had forgotten
the star. She saw it then bristling with green horns of light.
Wenny wore a woolly suit that had been wet, as it had been raining; the
smell of it mixed with a tang of tobacco filled her nostrils. She was
looking at the star that seemed to palpitate with slow sucking rhythm,
afloat in the evening like a jellyfish in shallow bay water. For an
instant all her life palpitated hideously with the star. She turned. Her
lips almost brushed Wenny's cheek.
"L'étoile du berger," said Fanshaw. His voice rasped through Nan's head.
Her hands were icecold. The little demon in her head with a voice like
Aunt M's was whispering: You must meet my niece Nancibel Taylor, she's
such a clever violinist. She pulled the shade down sharply in Wenny's
face.
"You'ld be there all night mooning at that star," she said and tried
to laugh.
They sat down in their chairs again.
"Well, Wenny, how have you been wasting your time?" Her voice rang false
in her ears.
Wenny's brown eyes looked at her timidly for a moment. He spread his
square hands on his knees and glanced down at their large knuckles. In
Nan a cold voice exulted: he has the hands of a ditchdigger.
"I wish I knew," he said.
She looked at Fanshaw. His bluish green crepe necktie was the color his
eyes were behind the round tortoiseshell spectacles. His arched nose and
high forehead were what had made one of the girls say: There's a clever
looking man. She was glad he was here. She always felt sane where
Fanshaw was.
"Wenny," Fanshaw was saying as he got to to his feet.
"What's the matter?"
"Don't go," said Nan in a sudden panic at the idea of being left alone.
"But, Nan, I promised the Perkinses I'd bring Wenny to dinner and we
are late already."
"O hell," muttered Wenny.
"I promised you'ld come, and I'm going to drag you along even if your
shirt is dirty."
"It looked clean this morning," said Wenny flushing.
"Well, it's filthy now."
"That seems to me a darn good reason for not going."
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