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Fanshaw Macdougan's left shoe pinched the upper part of his foot and a
damp chill from the fog-moistened pavement seeped through the thin soles
as he walked with long strides beside Wenny. These things gave a vaguely
peevish whine to the flow of thoughts through his head. If only I had
the money, he was thinking, I would have ten pairs of shoes and a valet
to wear them until they were comfortable. The form of an advertisement
in a paper started into his head: Wanted a valet, must wear No. 9 shoes,
best references required; and himself in a dressing gown of pale colored
silk looking over the applicants from a great tapestried easychair. O,
how one could live if one had the money, and the people who had it never
seemed to know how to use it except Mrs. Jack Gardiner in her Italian
palace.
"I was thinking what I'd do if I had a million dollars, Wenny."
Wenny turned, his eyes snapping, and laughed. The glimpse of his face
laughing turned up into the full white glare of an arclight lingered in
Fanshaw's eyes and faded, the way a stranger's face out of a crowd would
sometimes linger and fade. Nan's face too, the profile as she turned to
put her key in the lock of the glass door was still sharp in his mind,
behind it a memory of the smell extraordinarily warm honied artificial
of the flowers among the pictures in Mrs. Gardiner's gallery. Strange
that Nan should have worn a hat like that this evening. Unbecoming, made
her look like a schoolteacher. The New England in her coming out. Such a
wonderful person had no right to look that way. That night at the fancy
dress dance at the Logans she had looked her best, her face oval,
Sienese, and the hair tight back from her forehead under a jewelled net
like a girl by a Lombard painter. There had been such distinction in the
modelling of her forehead and cheekbones and her slender neck among all
those panting pigeonbreasted women. How rarely people were themselves.
Out of the corner of an eye he glanced at Wenny walking beside him with
short steps, doggedly, his face towards the ground. A trio we are, Nan
and Wenny and I, a few friends my only comfort in this great snarling
waste of a country. We don't fit here. We are like people floating down
a stream in a barge out of a Canaletto carnival, gilt and dull
vermilion, beautiful lean-faced people of the Renaissance lost in a
marsh, in a stagnant canal overhung by black walls and towering steel
girders. One could make a poem or an essay out of that idea, some people
could; Wenny, if he weren't such a lazy little brute. Why couldn't I?
"Didn't you think Nan looked tired tonight?" asked Wenny suddenly.
Fanshaw was loath to break into the rhythm of his thoughts.
"I did," said Wenny again.
"Why should she be tired? She hasn't worked very hard this week."
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