Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
HISTORY I.--E.T. (I reproduce this history, written in the third
person, as it reached my hands.) T.'s earliest recollections of
ideas of a sexual character are vaguely associated with thoughts
upon whipping inflicted on companions by their parents, and
sometimes upon his own person. About the age of 7 T. occasionally
depicted to himself the appearance of the bare nates and
genitalia of boys during flagellation. Reflection upon whipping
gave rise to slight curious sensations at the base of the abdomen
and in the nerves of the sexual system. The sight of a boy being
whipped upon the bare nates caused erection before the age of 9.
He cannot account for these excitations, as at the time he had
not learned the most rudimentary facts of sex. The spectacle of
the boy's nudity had no attraction for him, while the beating
aroused his indignation against the person who administered it.
T. knew a boy and girl of about his own age whose imaginations
dwelt somewhat morbidly upon whipping. The three used to talk
together about such chastisement, and the little girl liked to
read "stories that had whippings in them." None of these children
delighted in cruelty; the fascination in the theme of castigation
seemed to be in imagining the spectacle of the exposed nates,
though actual witnessing of the whipping made them angry at the
time.
Accustomed to watch a young sister being bathed, T. had no
distinct curiosity concerning the differences in sex until the
age of 9. About this time he asked his father where babies came
from, and was told to be quiet. When he persisted in the inquiry
his father threatened to box his ears. His mother told him
subsequently that doctors brought babies to mothers. He credited
the story so far as to carefully watch the doctor who came when
his mother "was going to have a new baby," in the hope of seeing
a bundle in his arm. T. was 9 when he interrogated a servant-girl
of 16 about babies and their origin. She laughed and said that
one day she would tell him how children came. One Sunday this
servant took T. for a country walk and initiated him in sexual
intercourse, telling him he was too young to be a father, but
that was the way babies were made. The girl took him into a
field, saying she would show him how to do something which would
make him "feel as though he was in heaven," informing him that
she had often done this with young men. She then succeeded in
causing erection and instructed him how to act. His feeling at
the time was one of disgust; the appearance and odor of the
female genitalia repelled him. Afterward, however, he wished to
repeat the experience with girls of his own age. Finding the boy
unresponsive, the girl took the masculine position and embraced
him with great passion. T. can recall the expression of the
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