Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
"As to sexual inversion my personal experience has been confined
to two or three _grandes passions_ for boys, the first of which
possessed me when between the ages of 16 and 18, and involved,
when I was 17, the most intense mental emotion, of a romantic
kind, tinged with poignant jealousy and vexation at comparative
coldness toward myself. These love passages never led me into
indelicate behavior (I was once threatened with such treatment
myself by a stranger whose acquaintance I made one day at the
British Museum, when a lad of 15. He took me to his bedroom at an
inn, locked the door, and showed me a collection of coins, giving
me some, and, while doing so, attempted to take indecent
liberties; but I pretended that I must catch a certain train,
unlocked the door, and made a hasty escape), nor was any
gratification sought beyond occasional kisses and other innocent
endearments, though such caresses would sometimes excite an
erection, which I carefully concealed. These amours were,
however, no outcome of perverted instinct, nor were they any bar
to fancies for the opposite sex which affected my imagination
rather than my heart."
HISTORY XVI.--This history is given in the subject's own words:
A.N., 34 years of age, a university graduate, devoted to learning
and interested in philosophy and theology. He is happily married
and the father of an only daughter. Since puberty he has enjoyed
excellent health.
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