Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In ManEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In Man
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
letters got few and far between, and ultimately I heard she was
married to a young man who had always been in love with her....
"Among the inmates of the boarding house was a 'married' couple
who stayed for some time; he was an insignificant, ugly, little,
crosseyed commercial traveler; she was a pretty, little creature
who looked as innocent and was as merry as a child; we all vied
in paying her attentions and waiting on her like slaves, the
husband always smiling a cryptic smile. After they had left it
was hinted they were not married at all; the oldest hands had
been taken in.... One afternoon I met Dolly, the commercial
traveler's wife, and she stopped and spoke to me. I remembered
what I had heard and ventured on some pleasantry at which she
laughed, and on my proposing that we should go for a walk she
consented. She had left the commercial traveler, it came out in
conversation, and we went on talking and walking, one idea only
in my mind now; could I detain her till dark? Dolly, who was very
pretty indeed, amused herself with me for hours, playing hot and
cold, snubbing me one minute, encouraging me with her eyed
another. Hour after hour went and she found this game so
entertaining that she accompanied me to the park behind the
Botanical Gardens, and it was not until it was too late for me to
catch a train home that she gave herself to me. In fact, we
stayed out the whole of that warm summer night. As the hours went
by she told me of her home in London and how she first went
wrong. She had been a good girl till one day on an excursion she
drank some rum or gin, which seemingly revived some dormant taint
of heritage; when she went home that night she fell flat at her
mother's feet. Her parents, well-to-do shopkeepers, who had
forgiven her several times before, turned her out. She became one
man's mistress and then another's. She began early, and was
scarcely 19 now. She would leave off the drink for a time and try
to be respectable. She loved her father and mother, but she could
not help drinking at times. She spoke cheerfully and laughingly
about it all; she was young, strong, good natured, and careless.
We went to sleep for a little while and then wandered in the
early morning down toward the cemetery, when she tried to tidy
her hair, asking me how I had enjoyed myself and not waiting for
an answer. She was thirsty, she said, and when the public houses
opened we went and had a drink. It was the first time I had seen
her drink alcohol,--at the boarding house she had always been the
picture of health and sweetness,--and I saw a change come over
her at once, so that I understood all that she had told me. The
sleepless night may have made it worse, but the look that came
into her eyes, and the looseness of the fibres not only of her
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