Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In ManEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In Man
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
tell-tale wet mouth, but of every muscle of her face was
startling and piteous to see. She saw my look and laughed, but
her laugh was equally piteous to hear, and when she spoke again
her voice had changed too, and was equally piteous. She asked for
another. 'No, don't,' I begged, for the pretty girl I had
flattered myself I had passed a summer's night with that most
young men would envy, showed signs of changing, like some siren,
into a flabby, blear-eyed boozer. That hurt my vanity.
"I met her another night and she took, me to her lodgings, and I
slept with her all night. I no longer tried to stop her drinking,
but drank with her. I ceased to treat her with courtesy and
gallantry; she noticed it, but only drank the more, drank till
she became dirty in her ways, till her good looks vanished. I
left her, too drunk to stand, as some friend, a woman, called on
her.
"She came to see me once more, like her old self, so well dressed
and well behaved, and chatted so cheerfully to my landlady that
the latter afterward congratulated me on having such a friend.
Dolly carried a parcel of underclothing she had made, with a few
toys, for the children of a poor man in the suburbs, and I
accompanied her to the house. There was great excitement among
the ragged children; in fact, the atmosphere became so
dangerously full of love and charity that I commenced to feel
uncomfortable,--the shower of roses again,--and was glad to find
myself in the open air. We went for a walk and had several
drinks, which made the usual change in Dolly. I got tired of her,
determined I would leave her, spoke cruelly, and finally--after
having connection with her on the dry seaweed--rose and left her
brutally, walked away faster and faster, deaf to her
remonstrances, and careless whether or how she reached the
station....
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