Marriage -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Wives -- Fiction
From the fleeting doze of utter exhaustion he would be awakened by
feeling the pressure of Pansy's soft, slender arms about his neck; they
would wind themselves round his shuddering body, enclosing him slowly,
inexorably, till he felt as if he must surely die under their gyves-like
pressure.
Again--and this, perhaps, was what he learnt to dread in an especial
degree--he would be suddenly roused by Pansy's liquid, laughing voice,
whispering things of horror in his ear; it was then, and then only, that
he found courage to speak, courage to assure her, and so assure himself,
that he was in no sense her accomplice, that he had had naught to do
with old Jarvice's death. But then there would come answer, in the eager
tones he remembered so well, and the awful words found unwilling echo
in his heart: "Yes, yes, indeed you helped!"
* * * * *
And now the last day, or rather the last night, had come, for the next
morning Theodore Carden was to leave Birmingham, he hoped for ever, for
New Zealand.
The few people he had been compelled to see had been strangely kind;
quiet and gentle, as folk, no doubt, feel bound to be when in the
presence of one condemned. As for Major Lane, he was stretching--no one
knew it better than Carden himself--a great point in allowing the young
man to leave England before the Jarvice trial.
During those last days, even during those last hours, Theodore
deliberately prevented himself from allowing his mind to dwell on his
father. He did not know how much the old man had been told, and he had
no wish to know. A wall of silence had arisen between the two who had
always been so much, nay, in a sense, everything, to one another. Each
feared to give way to any emotion, and yet the son knew only too well,
and was ashamed of the knowledge, with what relief he would part from
his father.
There had been a moment when Major Lane had intimated his belief that
the two would go away and make a new life together, but Theodore Carden
had put aside the idea with rough decision. Perhaps when he was far away
on the other side of the world, the former relations of close love and
sympathy, if not of confidence, might be re-established between his
father and himself, but this, he felt sure, would never be while they
remained face to face.
And now he was lying wide awake in the darkness, in the pretty peaceful
room which had once been his nursery, and where he had spent his happy
holidays as a schoolboy.
His brain remained abnormally active, but physically he was oppressed by
a great weariness; to-night, for the first time, Carden felt the
loathsome wraith that haunted him, if not less near, then less
malicious, less watchful than usual, above all less eager to assert her
power.... Yet, even so, he lay very still, fearing to move lest he
should once more feel about his body the clinging, enveloping touch he
dreaded with so great a dread.
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