Marriage -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Wives -- Fiction
Certain of Oliver's and Bella's old acquaintances--people whom they were
too kind to drop, but of whom they couldn't see as much now as they had
once done, in the days before Bella became a famous beauty--would
sometimes hint darkly as to the wickedness of some of the people they
knew. Even Fanny had told him bluntly that Bella had got into a very
fast set. "Fast" was the word his sister had used, and it had diverted
him.
But was it possible that these people, whom he had thought envious and
silly--and that Fanny, his rather narrow-minded and old-fashioned
sister,--had been right after all? Was it possible that like so many
husbands of whom he had heard, for whom he had felt contempt and pity,
he had--as regarded his own cherished wife--lived in a fool's paradise?
Germaine now remembered several things that he had known--known and
thought forgotten--for they had been completely apart from his own life.
He recalled the case of a man in his own regiment who had shot himself
three days after his wife's death. It had been publicly given out that
the poor fellow had been mad--distraught with grief; but there had been
many to mutter that the truth was far other, and that the man had made a
shameful discovery among his dead wife's papers....
Concerning any other woman than Bella, Germaine would have admitted,
perhaps reluctantly,--but still, if asked the plain question, he would
have admitted, that women are damned tricky creatures, and that--well,
that you never can tell!
Again, out of the past, there came back to him, with horrid vividness,
the memory of a brief episode which at the time had filled him with a
kind of pity, even sympathy.
It was at a ball; he was quite a youngster, in fact it was the year
after he had joined, and a woman sitting out with him in a conservatory
had fallen into intimate talk, as people so often do amid unfamiliar
surroundings. There came a moment when she said to him, with burning,
unhappy eyes, "People think I'm a good woman, but I'm not." And she had
hurried on to make the nature of her sinning quite clear; she had not
passion for her excuse--only lack of means and love of luxury. He had
been startled, staggered by the unasked-for confidence--and yet he had
not thought much the worse of her; now, retrospectively, he judged her
with terrible severity.
But _Bella_? The thought of Bella in such company was inconceivable; and
yet, deep in Oliver Germaine's heart, there grew from the seed sown by
Mrs. Bliss a upas tree which for the moment overshadowed everything. He
was torn with anguished jealousy, which made him forget, excepting as
affording a proof of what he feared, the sordid, horrible question of
the money.
Germaine had already been jealous of Bella, jealous before their
marriage, and jealous since, but that feeling had been nothing,
_nothing_ to that which now held him in its grip.
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