Marriage -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Wives -- Fiction
As he stood there, longing with a terrible longing to verify his
belief, telling himself, with a leap of the heart, that, if he were not
mistaken, then Rosaleen must be living alone, for if this had not been
so the old servant would never have thought of trying to bring them
together again--the claims of others, especially those of the woman from
whom he had only parted that morning, became paramount. He told himself
that, from the point of view of those who loved him, and whom he
respected, it was his duty to destroy unopened the envelope lying before
him.
Banfield turned away, and once more walked across to the window; and
then his agitation suddenly became puerile in his eyes.
What the Irishwoman had regarded as important when packing his bag might
well be a trifling matter, something wanted, maybe, for the child. The
uncertainty seemed to steady his conscience; _he felt that he must
know_.
Bending down, he took up the envelope; the flap was open, and out of it
there slipped into his hand a shabby little card on which was printed:
MISS ROSALEEN TARA (The Colleen Bawn),
18, Abbey Street,
Westminster, S. W.
There followed for David Banfield three days of agonising struggle and
temptation. All the feelings and instincts he had battened down, put
determinedly from him for so long, sprang into life. Now that he knew
where to find her, he became possessed by a deep, unreasoning longing to
see Rosaleen once more--even if a meeting could only result in pain for
him, in shame for her.
On the second day of his stay in London, he offered conscience a salve
in the form of a fine ruby ring, which was despatched to Miss Wellow in
lieu of the letter which he knew only too well she must be anxiously
awaiting.
Had Banfield been a stronger man he would have left London. But that, or
so he told himself, there was no need to do; and as the hours dragged
on, bringing him closer to the moment which must see his return to
Market Dalling--to Matilda Wellow--the fact that he and Rosaleen were in
a material sense so near to one another began to affect his imagination
in strangest and most poignant fashion.
Walking aimlessly along the hot airless streets of London in July, he
found himself ever furtively seeking her.... Such chance meetings are
not impossible; they happen every day. Why should such a thing not come
to him as well as to another?
And so in the summer twilight, not once but many times, some woman's
form--slender, graceful, light-footed as was Rosaleen's--would create
for a moment the illusion that she was there, close to him, would bring
the wild hope that in a moment his hungry heart would be satisfied, his
conscience cheated. And then the woman in whom he had seen for a moment
his poor lost love, would turn her head--and Banfield, cast down but
undismayed, would again pursue his eager, aimless search.
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