Marriage -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Wives -- Fiction
On the last evening of his stay in London, this obsession became so
intense that Banfield saw Rosaleen in every woman's shape that passed
him by. He grew afraid; and after an hour spent in the peopled streets,
he told himself that that way madness lay.
With eyes fixed on the dusty pavements, he made his way back to his
hotel, and sitting down he wrote a letter--a kind, cheerful letter--to
Matilda Wellow, telling her that he would be with her the next afternoon
at five o'clock. And then, for the first time since he had known that
Rosaleen was in London, his sleep was restful and unbroken. But in the
early morning he dreamed a curious dream; Rosaleen, the beloved, the
longed-for woman, was again with him,--elusive, mysterious, teasing as
she had ever been,--and Banfield, waking in the early dawn, felt tears
of joy standing on his face.
When he got up in the morning, and faced the day which was to see him go
back to Market Dalling, he felt as must feel a man who sees stretching
before him a lifelong period of servitude; but with that feeling came
the gloomy belief that he had conquered the temptation that had so beset
him, and this being so, he argued that he had at least a right to see
the place where Rosaleen now lived.
Having come to this specious understanding with himself, Banfield felt
his heart lighten. He told himself that he would wait till he was within
some two hours of the time when he knew he must leave London, and,
having so decided, he checked his impatience by various devices, packing
his portmanteau, paying his bill, doing first one thing and then
another, till the moment came for him to start walking along the
Embankment to Westminster.
When at last he reached the broad, wind-swept space out of which he had
been told turned Abbey Street, quietest and most sequestered of urban
backwaters, he lingered for awhile, suddenly filled with an obscure fear
of that for which he had so longed--a chance meeting with his wife.
After a few moments of indecision, he started walking slowly down the
middle of the street, his footfalls echoing on the cobblestones.
Banfield looked about him curiously. To the right stretched the rough
grey wall of London's oldest garden, framing a green oasis opposite the
row of small eighteenth-century houses which stood on the other side of
the street. They were quaint, shabby little dwellings, and against more
than one fanlight was displayed a card bearing the word "Lodgings."
When Banfield came opposite No. 18, he stopped and looked up at the
windows with beating heart and the colour rushed into his face, flooding
it under the sunburn; following a sudden, an irresistible impulse, he
stepped up on to the pavement, and with a nervous movement pulled the
bell.
Then followed what seemed to him a long wait on the doorstep, but at
last a thin, fretful woman came to the door and enquired his business.
"Does Miss Rosaleen Tara live here? Can I see her?"
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