The mystery of self-existence has probably been a puzzle to many a
thoughtful child. A lady, a well-known writer of fiction, sends me the
following recollection of her early thought on this subject: “The
existence of other people seemed natural: it was the ‘I’ that seemed so
strange to me. That I should be able to perceive, to think, to cause
other people to act, seemed to me quite to be expected, but the power of
feeling and acting and moving about myself, under the guidance of some
internal self, amazed me continually.”
It is of course hard to say how exactly the child thinks about this
inner self. It seems to me probable that, allowing for the great
differences in reflective power, children in general, like uncivilised
races, tend to materialise it, thinking of it dimly as a film-like
shadow-like likeness of the visible self. The problem is complicated for
the child’s consciousness by religious instruction with its idea of an
undying soul.
As may be seen in the recollections just quoted, this early thought
about self is greatly occupied with its action on the body. Among the
many things that puzzled the much-questioning little lad already
frequently quoted was this: “How do my thoughts come down from my brain
to my mouth: and how does my spirit make my legs walk?” C.’s sister when
four years and ten months old wanted to know how it is we can move our
arm and keep it still when we want to, while the curtain can’t move
except somebody moves it. The first attempts to solve the puzzle are of
course materialistic, as may be seen in our little questioner’s
delightful notion of thoughts travelling through the body. This form of
materialism, however, I find surviving in grown-ups and even in students
of psychology, who are rather fond of talking about sensations
travelling up the nerves to the brain.
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