French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Since his serious illness, he had been a child who at a first glance
would have been called nervous and impressionable (as perhaps he was).
But as you watched him, he disconcerted you with his calm ways, his air
of indifference, his reserved expression. Not disagreeable, not sulky,
not saying no. . . . "Yes, Mamma." . . . But you saw at once that he was
not paying any attention to what you said. He had not heard it. . . . Or
had he heard it? It was hard to be sure. . . . And he looked at his
mother to see what was going to happen next, and she looked at him. . . .
The little sphinx! . . . All the more a sphinx because he didn't know
that he was one. He knew no more about himself than Annette knew about
him, though this was the last thing to cause him any anxiety. When you
are seven you have ceased trying to understand yourself and have not yet
begun to do so again. On the other hand, he was trying to understand
her, his mistress and servant. And he had the time for this because she
shut him up with herself for days together. They observed one another
mutually. But she was no match for him.
Annette deceived herself in thinking that he did not resemble any one
she knew. There were astonishing similarities between his spirit and
that of his grandfather Rivière. But Annette, though this occurred to
her, had known very little about her father. He had charmed her so much
that she had never seen the real Raoul Rivière. She had merely had a
few suspicions, especially since she had read the famous correspondence.
She had not wanted to dwell on this. Even if she had to bolster them up,
she preferred to keep the pious and tender memories that had been
momentarily shaken. Besides, she had only known the Raoul of the last
phase. But if old Rivière had been able to return and inspect the
little love-child, as he would have known so well how to do, he would
have said, "I am beginning again."
He was not beginning again. Nothing ever begins again. He had merely
come back in certain details.
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