French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Annette would have thrown herself on the ground, screaming with horror,
if Sylvie's wild fury had not absorbed all the misery of the world. She
had fallen on her knees on the sidewalk, almost lying on the child, whom
she lifted up and shook with mad cries. She called to her, she called to
her, she denounced . . . Whom? What? Heaven, the earth. . . . She was
foaming with despair and hatred.
For the first time Annette saw in her sister the frantic passions that
Sylvie bore without knowing it in the depths of her nature, passions
that her life till then had spared her from expressing. And she
recognized them as those of her own blood.
The wildness of this grief prevented her from yielding to her own. She
was obliged, by reaction, to remain strong and calm, and she did so. She
took Sylvie by the shoulders. The screaming woman struggled with her;
but Annette, leaning over her, lifted her up; and Sylvie, submitting to
this commanding gentleness, became silent, raised her head, saw the
circle about her, threw a fierce glance towards it and, with the child
in her arms, reentered the house without a word.
She had crossed the threshold. Annette was going in after her when she
saw Marc at the corner of the street on his way home; and, in spite of
her lacerated love for the poor little girl, her heart bounded in her
breast. What a joy that it wasn't he!
She ran to Marc to prevent him from seeing. At her first words, Marc
turned pale and clenched his teeth. She led him away from the scene; she
told him that Odette was seriously hurt. But he, with the distrustful
intuition of a child, knew that she was dead; and with his clenched
fists he tried to drive the terrible thought away. In spite of his
agitation, he was still thinking of himself, his own attitude and the
people who were passing. He noticed that his mother was walking
bareheaded beside him in the street and that people were looking at
them, and this embarrassed him. His annoyance contributed to calm him.
When they had gone halfway, Annette, seeing that he was steadier, told
him to go home alone. She returned hastily to Sylvie. She found her
prostrated, sitting in a state of collapse in a corner, near the bed of
the little dead girl, unable to hear or understand, breathing noisily
like a wounded animal. Her workers were busy with the child. Annette
bathed the little body, dressed it again in white linen, laid it back in
the bed, just as on those faraway evenings--yesterday--eternally far
away, when she had listened to the whispered confidences of the child.
When this was finished, she went over to Sylvie and took her hand. Moist
and cold, the hand lay limply in hers. Annette pressed these fingers
from which the life seemed to have withdrawn, but she did not have the
courage to whisper a tender word, for it could not have penetrated
through the wall of despair. Nothing but the sisterly contact of their
bodies could make her pity slowly find its way through. She wrapped her
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