French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
A moment later Annette was called into the engineer's office and chosen.
She was known as an accurate, intelligent worker.
As she came out she ran into Ruth and passed her coldly. Ruth stopped
her and asked, "You are going to have it?"
"I have it."
She saw the other's forehead redden strangely. She was expecting some
violent remark, but Ruth said nothing. Annette continued on her way, and
the other followed her. They descended the stairs. As she reached the
street, Annette, turning round, threw a rapid glance towards her
defeated rival, and Ruth's dejected air touched her. In spite of her
resolution to be hard, she went back and said to her, "I'm sorry. One
has to live."
"Oh, I'm quite aware of that," said the other. "Some have all the luck.
I never have any."
Her tone had entirely changed. Dejection without animosity. Annette made
a movement to take her hand, but Ruth drew back her own.
"Come, don't feel badly! One day one of us loses; another day it will be
the other."
"It's every day with me."
Annette recalled their first encounter when Ruth had succeeded in
getting the place. Ruth did not reply and walked along dejectedly beside
Annette.
"Couldn't I help you?" said Annette.
The blush overspread her forehead again. Wounded pride, emotion? Ruth
said dryly, "No!"
"It would give me pleasure to do so," Annette insisted.
And with a familiar gesture she seized her arm. Ruth was surprised and
pressed Annette's hand nervously under her arm, and, turning her head,
she bit her lip. Then she tore herself away in irritation and walked
off.
Annette let her go, following her with her eyes. She understood her:
yes, one has no right to offer one's pity to one who does not ask for
it.
A few days later, entering a dairy, she saw Ruth making some purchases.
She held out her hand to her. This time Ruth took it, but with an icy
air. She made an effort, however, to appear less sullen; she uttered a
few common-place words, and Annette, satisfied with this ungenerous
advance, replied. The two women discussed the prices of the things they
had bought. Annette, though she did not show it, was astonished that
Ruth spent more than she on fresh eggs and special milk. Ruth was a
little ostentatious in paying in front of her. As they went out, Annette
said, "How much it costs to live!" She almost excused herself for the
eggs she had bought, saying, "They're for my child."
Ruth, with a lofty air, remarked, "Mine are for my husband."
Annette knew nothing about the other's life. "Is he ill?" she asked.
"No, but he is very delicate."
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