French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
She spoke proudly of the care that his health required. Annette, who
knew how touchy Ruth was, did not ask her any questions, but waited for
her to speak. Ruth said nothing more and they were about to separate
when Annette remembered. . . . She offered Ruth a job--the revision of
some work by a foreigner--which had been offered to her and which she
did not have time to undertake. Ruth at once showed the liveliest
gratitude: money played in her life a capital rôle. Annette asked for
her address in case she had other orders to pass on to her. Ruth
hesitated and replied evasively.
"It's only to be of service to you," said Annette impatiently. "In any
case, I live myself--" And she gave her address.
Ruth reluctantly gave her own. Annette felt rebuffed and decided to
think no more about her.
But Ruth came and looked her up a few weeks later. She excused herself
for having seemed so unfriendly. And this time she confided to her a
little, not much, about her life. Born of a family of rich farmers, she
had quarrelled with her father because she had wanted to come to Paris
and teach. Her father had wounded her pride and she had sworn never to
accept anything from him. She wanted to earn her own living. She had
worn herself out. In spite of her energy, thinking was too much for her;
she labored at her books like an animal at the plough; the blood swelled
her temples; she was obliged to stop in a state of congestion. An
incipient neurasthenia forced her to give up the examinations she was
just ready to pass. She fell back upon giving private lessons. She was
succeeding, with difficulty, in earning her living when she fell in love
with a man whom she married and who became simply one burden the more.
But this she did not say; Annette learned it elsewhere. She was acute
enough to divine a part of the truth in the course of the discreet
questions she asked her new friend. She saw that the husband had no
occupation: he was an "intellectual," an "artist," a "writer." And she
did not have to go very far to find what he wrote. Verses! . . .
Ruth had no more taste than any other little provincial soul. But the
poetry overawed her.
She was in no haste to introduce her "artist." She kept him at home. But
from this time forward she saw Annette more often--too often. She ended
by overwhelming her with testimonials of friendship, flowers, attentions
that were seldom very well inspired and only irritated Annette. She had
no middle way: it was all or nothing with this passionate soul. She had
never had a woman friend; she had never confided in anyone. From the
moment when she made up her mind to like Annette she monopolized her.
Annette was bored to death by this affection, and she realized that the
husband would not find it easy to bear.
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