French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
But they did introduce Annette. If they had known the elements this Frau
Sorge carried within her, they would have been dreadfully upset. But
they did not know. They were like innocent children playing with an
explosive; they would have had an attack of nerves if they had guessed
what they held in their hands. But guessing nothing, after having their
own sport, they went and laid it down gently, without intending any
harm, in the garden of a friend. . . . They laid Annette down in the
garden of the Villards.
XXXVII
When Solange discovered Annette again, she also discovered in herself
once more the old feeling she had had for her: she fell in love with
her. Like everyone else, she knew about Annette's "irregular" life. But
in her goodness--a goodness without depth, but also without prudery--she
did not think any the worse of her. It must be said that she did not
understand it very well. With her indulgent disposition, which was the
most sympathetic side of her amiable nature, she supposed that Annette
had undoubtedly been victimized, or perhaps that she had had her own
serious reason for acting as she had done. In any case, it concerned
only herself; and she was indignant at public opinion. After seeing her
friend again, she made inquiries about her and learned of her courage
and self-abnegation; she conceived the most exaggerated admiration for
her. This was one of those periodic infatuations that left her, for a
time, no room for any other feeling. Her husband, whom she fed with her
enthusiasms, found in this one an opportunity for melting over Annette's
nobility of heart, and that of his wife, and his own as well. (Is there
anything that enables us to enjoy our own moral beauty more than to be
stirred by that of a fellow-creature?) Husband and wife tried to outbid
each other in their noble intentions towards Annette. They could not
leave her alone, destitute of sympathy, that poor woman, the victim of
social injustice! The Mouton-Chevalliers set out to find Annette,
climbing all the way up to her fifth floor. They surprised her in the
act of doing her housework. This struck them as all the more touching;
and her coldness seemed to them an admirable dignity. They did not leave
till they had won Annette's promise to come and dine with them with her
little boy, _en famille_, the following evening.
Annette was not very much pleased by this renewed friendship. She saw
how insipid it was. Her years of moral solitude had given her a savage
instinct. It was not good to avoid people too much; one found it hard to
get into touch with them again; one became aware of an odor of
corruption under the flowers. In the quiet household of the
Mouton-Chevalliers, Annette was not at her ease; their conjugal
happiness did not make her envious. "Too mild, too mild, too mild!" as
somebody says in Molière. "No, thank you! Not for me!". . . She had
reached a time when she needed the harsh winds of life. . . .
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