French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Philippe was not handsome. He was small, thick-set, with a brow that
bulged above the eyes, a strong jaw, a short, pointed beard, a steely
blue glance. Very much master of himself, he was cold in a courteous,
commanding way. Seated beside Annette at table, he followed two
conversations: the general discussion that Solange was carrying on in
her desultory manner and that which, in the intervals, he held with his
neighbor. In both he had the same brief, precise, trenchant way of
talking. Never a hesitation, either for a word or an idea. The more
Annette listened, the more hostile she felt towards him. She replied,
concealing herself under a rather dry and distant indifference. He did
not seem to attach great importance to what she said. No doubt he was
judging her from the silly eulogies he had heard from Solange. He was
barely polite. This did not surprise anyone: they were used to his
abrupt ways. But it irritated Annette to have to endure them. She
observed him beside her, without appearing to see him, feature by
feature; and she could find nothing about him that pleased her. But the
total impression was not the total of her impressions of details; and
when, without difficulty, she reached the end of her examination, she
felt uneasy again. A movement of the hand, a wrinkling of the face. . . .
She was afraid of him. And she thought, "Above everything in the
world, he mustn't see into me!"
Solange spoke of an author who, she said, had the gift of tears.
"A pretty gift!" said Philippe. "Tears in life are not worth much. But
in art I know nothing more disgusting than to collect them in a bottle."
The ladies cried out at this. Madame Villard said that tears were one of
the pleasures of life, and Solange said they were an ornament of the
soul.
"Well, how about you, don't you protest?" he asked Annette. "Do you too
get your supplies from the property-man?"
"I have enough of my own," she said. "I have no need of other people's."
"You live on your capital?"
"Can you suggest any way for me to get rid of them?"
"Be hard!"
"I'm learning," she replied.
He threw her a brief sidelong glance.
The others continued to unbosom themselves.
"Look over there," said Philippe to Annette. "There's a good chap who
ought to be taught it."
With a corner of his eye he indicated Marc, whose mobile face was
naïvely betraying the various emotions which the pretty Madame Villard,
sitting beside him, stirred in him.
"I'm afraid," said Annette, "that he already has too much of a tendency
that way."
"All the better!"
"All the better for those who meet him along the way?"
"Let him walk over them!"
"That's easy for you to say."
"You have only to step aside yourself."
"That would be against nature."
"Oh, no, the thing that's against nature is to love too much."
"One's own child?"
"Anyone, one's own child especially."
"He needs me."
"Look at him! Is he thinking of you? He would disown you for a crumb
from my wife's hand."
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