French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Quite unembarrassed, she threw herself into the conversation that had
begun. She cut into the story Lucile was telling with a general remark
and obliged her to reply. They had to make room for her. They could not
help listening to her politely, with interest and even pleasure, for she
was so witty. But they did not reply, their minds wandered, they talked
about other things. The conversation died away, started up again in
little bursts, jumping from subject to subject. In the silence Annette
heard herself talking in a detached tone, and she listened to her own
voice as if it were that of a stranger: true woman that she was, fine,
sensitive and proud, she missed none of these little humiliations.
Accustomed from childhood to understand and use the equivocal language
of drawing-rooms, she could divine, under the veil of deliberate
inattentiveness, dubious smiles, disingenuous politeness, the wounds
that were intended for her. She was hurt, but she laughed, and she went
on talking. The others were thinking, "What poise that girl has!"
Lucile took advantage of the departure of one of the guests to accompany
her to the door and escape from Annette. The latter found herself
abandoned to a group that had made up its mind to ignore her. Giving up
any attempt to prolong the ordeal, she was on the point of rising to
leave in turn when, crossing the drawing-room, Marcel Franck approached
her. He had come in some time before, though she had not noticed him,
for all her attention was occupied by her effort not to yield to the
discouragement that was overcoming her. And as, with a humorous pity, he
watched her talking, he admired her pride. He said to himself, "What
made you come here and brave these idiots? Crazy little thing! It's
enough to wring one's heart."
He decided to lend her a helping hand. He bowed to her pleasantly.
Annette's grateful eyes lighted up. Everybody about them became silent,
all those hard, watching faces. "Well," he said, "so the globe-trotter
is back again. Have you had enough of '_contemplé son azur, ô
Méditerranée'_?"
He wanted to turn the conversation to some harmless subject. But what
demon drove her on? Pride, the instinct of bravado, or simply frankness?
She replied gaily, "So far as the azure is concerned, I have scarcely
contemplated anything for months but my baby's eyes."
A little breeze of irony passed over those who were near them. Smiles
and glances were discreetly exchanged. But Marie-Louise de Baudru rose
indignantly; red, with her stout breast swollen with enough angry
contempt to burst her gown, she pushed back her chair and, without
bowing to anyone, started for the door and went out. The temperature of
the drawing-room fell several degrees. Annette remained alone in her
corner with Marcel Franck. He looked at her, sorry for her, half
banteringly, and murmured, "You are imprudent."
"How imprudent?" she asked in a clear voice.
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