French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Even so, they were too frequent for Sylvie. She certainly had not
returned to her normal state. An unwholesome jealousy was working in
her. Once when Annette was innocently playing with Odette, without
noticing a dry warning that Sylvie had given her to stop, the latter
rose, irritated, and snatched the little girl from her arms. "Go away!"
she said.
There was such animosity in her eyes that Annette, struck by it, said to
her, "But what have I done? Don't look at me that way! I can't bear it.
Do you want me to go away? Do you want me not to come back any more?"
"At last you understand," said Sylvie, cruelly.
Annette turned pale. "Sylvie!" she cried.
With a cold rage, Sylvie went on: "You are living at my expense. Very
well. That's all right. But that's enough. My husband and my daughter
are mine. Hands off!"
Annette, with white lips, repeated, in an agonized tone, "Sylvie,
Sylvie!"
Then suddenly a transport seized her too. "You wicked thing!" she cried.
"You will never see me again!"
She ran to the door and went out.
Ashamed of her violence, Sylvie pretended to laugh.
"We shall see her again this evening."
_SUMMER_
PART TWO
XXIII
Annette left Sylvie's apartment intending never to enter it again. She
was weeping. She was burning with shame and rage. These two passionate
natures could not cease to love each other without almost hating each
other.
Impossible for Annette to remain under the same roof with her! If she
had had the means she would have moved the next day. Happily for her,
she had to yield to practical necessities: to give notice, to look for
another apartment. In her first fury she would have preferred to place
her furniture in storage and camp out in a hotel. But this was not the
moment to squander her money. She had very little laid aside; what she
earned was spent as she went along; even when she had no recourse to her
sister's aid, the feeling that she could appeal to her in case of need
gave her a security that spared her any too keen anxieties over the
future. When she came to reckon up what she must have in order to live,
she was obliged to recognize, to her mortification, that if she were
thrown upon her own resources her actual work would not suffice to
support her. Living with her sister and taking some of their meals
together lightened her expenses. The child's clothes were given him by
Sylvie, and Annette paid only for the material of her own dresses. And
this was not to mention the things she borrowed or those which, while
they belonged to one, served for two, the small gifts, the Sunday
excursions, the little extra pleasures that brightened the daily
monotony. And then the credit which her sister enjoyed in the
neighborhood gave Annette the benefit of a certain latitude in paying
her bills. Now she would have to count upon paying cash for everything.
The beginning would be hard. The moving, the deposit, the expenses of
settling. And the great question, who was going to look after the child?
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