"Surly Tim": A Lancashire StoryBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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"Surly Tim": A Lancashire Story
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Manners and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
He did not see me at first, and I was almost inclined to think it best
to leave him alone; but as I half turned away he stirred with something
like a faint moan, and then lifted his head and saw me standing in the
bright, clear moonlight.
“Who's theer?” he said. “Dost ta want owt?”
“It is only Doncaster, Hibblethwaite,” I returned, as I sprang over the
low stone wall to join him. “What is the matter, old fellow? I thought I
heard you groan just now.”
“Yo' mought ha' done, Mester,” he answered heavily. “Happen tha did. I
dunnot know mysen. Nowts th' matter though, as I knows on, on'y I'm a
bit out o' soarts.”
He turned his head aside slightly and began to pull at the blades of
grass on the mound, and all at once I saw that his hand was trembling
nervously.
It was almost three minutes before he spoke again.
“That un belongs to me,” he said suddenly at last, pointing to a
longer mound at his feet. “An' this little un,” signifying with an
indescribable gesture the small one upon which he sat.
“Poor fellow,” I said, “I see now.”
“A little lad o' mine,” he said, slowly and tremulously. “A little lad
o' mine an'--an' his mother.'
“What!” I exclaimed, “I never knew that you were a married man, Tim.”
He dropped his head upon his hand again, still pulling nervously at the
grass with the other.
“Th' law says I beant, Mester,” he answered in a painful, strained
fashion. “I conna tell mysen what God-a'-moighty 'ud say about it.”
“I don't understand,” I faltered; “you don't mean to say the poor girl
never was your wife, Hibblethwaite.”
“That's what th' law says,” slowly; “I thowt different mysen, an' so did
th' poor lass. That's what's the matter, Mester; that's th' trouble.”
The other nervous hand went up to his bent face for a minute and hid it,
but I did not speak. There was so much of strange grief in his simple
movement that I felt words would be out of place. It was not my dogged,
inexplicable “hand” who was sitting before me in the bright moonlight
on the baby's grave; it was a man with a hidden history of some tragic
sorrow long kept secret in his homely breast,--perhaps a history very
few of us could read aright. I would not question him, though I fancied
he meant to explain himself. I knew that if he was willing to tell me
the truth it was best that he should choose his own time for it, and so
I let him alone.
And before I had waited very long he broke the silence himself, as I had
thought he would.
“It wur welly about six year ago I comn here,” he said, “more or less,
welly about six year. I wur a quiet chap then, Mester, an' had na many
friends, but I had more than I ha' now. Happen I wur better nater'd, but
just as loike I wur loigh-ter-hearted--but that's nowt to do wi' it.
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