British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
"Oh, sir!" panted Susan.--"I mean, Your Lordship! So it wasn’t never me
at all?"
"No. It was never you at all."
She began to weep.
"Oh, Your Lordship!" she gasped. "Then ... who ... who ... who was it?"
I caught my breath. Gibson bent forward to be sure that all was well.
Ruddington drew my free arm through his and smiled.
Susan stared at us with wide eyes.
"Oh, Miss Gertrude," she cried, with a great sob, "thank God!"
Both her warm arms were round my neck. Her soft girlish breast pressed
mine, and I could feel her true heart beating wildly with grief and joy.
Holding her to me as a mother holds a weeping child, I felt strangely
calm. I watched the moonlight dappling the ground under the tree. I
heard the sounds of the night: the stirring leaves, the far-off plash of
the waves, the soft croon of the wind, the swirl of the beck, and
loudest of all, my true-hearted Susan’s sobs.
"Yes," I said softly. "Susan ... Gibson ... thank God! For to-night He
has been good to us all."
Then I too became as a little child. I broke down and sobbed in Susan’s
warm embrace till a strong arm clasped me round and led me tenderly
away.
_Saturday morning, seven o’clock_.
A month to-day since we came to France! This morning is gay. The young
sunbeams are dancing on the sea, the air is soft, the sky is necked with
little white clouds like a blue bay alive with sails. I have been
standing on the balcony with my hair floating in the wind. Down on the
grass in the garden, three plump, pretty gulls are quite at home.
He prayed that he might come here early this morning, but I said No, not
till eleven--the time appointed!
How much there will be to ask, how much to tell! I don’t understand yet
how the mistake was made. All I have worked out so far is that he saw
me three times with--Alice! The Derlingham know-alls, in a hurry to
answer his questions before he had fairly asked them, jumped to the
conclusion that he had seen me with Susan. It seems he inquired who was
the shorter one, the younger one, the prettier one: and both the
know-alls made haste to assure him (a courtly compliment, this, to poor
me!) that it was Susan--Susan Briggs, Miss Langley’s maid. Then a dozen
things conspired, he says, to confirm him in his blunder, just as a
dozen things have conspired to drag me into this affair and to involve
me in it more and more.
He has no light yet on the puzzle of last Tuesday’s letter. But he
loves me so much that I can tell him all: even to the showing of this
book. Perhaps he has kept a book of his own, who knows? If so, I shall
learn everything. But, somehow, I feel that the explanations on both
sides can wait. What does it matter which way the path has turned and
twisted through stones and thorns now that we have reached the goal at
last?
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