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"Oh, Miss!" she sobbed, "on Friday I told you a lie. I told you that I
didn’t copy it out in my own writing because I didn’t think----"
She stopped.
"Well?" I said, after I had waited long enough.
"I thought, Miss," sobbed Susan, "I thought ... I was afraid, if he saw
my writing, he might give me up. And what you’d wrote looked so
beautiful and ladylike, Miss, that----"
She couldn’t go on.
"Susan," I said, "you’ve acted very wrongly. You’ve done wrong to me,
and you’ve deceived Lord Ruddington. Worse still, you’ve done wrong to
yourself. If he really cared for you, he wouldn’t have been turned away
by bad writing. But he won’t admire deceit. You’ve taken the first step
on the wrong path, and you don’t know what will be the end."
I am getting to be a practised preacher. Since last Thursday, I’ve laid
down more of the moral law than in all the rest of my life. Susan heard
me in meekness.
"I know it was wicked," she said; "but oh, Miss, do please, _please_
write the letter to-day! It won’t be many times more."
"If I do it one time more, I expect I shall have to do it fifty."
Susan looked mysterious.
"No, Miss," she said with assurance, "not fifty."
"Why not?" I asked. And, after some pressing, Susan confessed that she
has snatched five hours from sleep since Friday for the express purpose
of conforming her penmanship to the pattern of mine. She showed me some
specimens, and I was astonished at the advance she had made.
"Well, Susan," I said at last, "I don’t like it at all, and I’m very
angry with you. But if there’s any prospect of your going on improving
like this in your writing, perhaps it will be as well for me to write
your next two or three letters. Then I sha’n’t need to be brought into
the affair, so far as Lord Ruddington is concerned, at all."
Susan’s gratitude was touching.
"I’ll never forget how good you’ve been to me, Miss," she said, choking
down a sob.
"Find Georgette," I said. "While she’s clearing the table, bring down
my writing-case. We’ll do it under the trees."
Susan danced off with a skittishness that surprised me. When she came
back, I asked her what she had decided to say.
"I was thinking, Miss," she said, "we might say how nice it would have
been if he’d galloped over the Heath to the station. And don’t you
think, Miss, he would like to hear how we thought he was Mr. Lamb?"
"Never a word to him about Mr. Lamb as long as you live, Susan," I said
peremptorily. "As for the Heath, it would have been very wrong of him.
But how are you going to answer his postscript--this long bit at the
end, all about your leaving me at once?"
"Leaving _you_, Miss?" asked Susan, mystified.
"Yes," I said, looking at her. "Don’t you see? Lord Ruddington wants
you to leave me at once."
Her face flushed with such genuine trouble that I forgave Susan
everything, and took her back to my heart.
"Oh, no, Miss!" she cried. "I didn’t understand he meant that. I
wouldn’t ever do that."
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