British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Susan thinks Ruddington ought to tell her more about himself, and his
conditions of life, both at the Towers and in town. I think she’s
right. Now that she’s getting used to her good fortune, her talk has
suddenly improved. She’s dropping that raw and childish way of hers,
and some of the things she said were quite sensible. If she goes on
improving like this, she ought to be tolerably presentable at the
month’s end. No doubt it will take years to fill the gaping breaches in
her knowledge; and her mind can never, from its very nature, expand
enough to make her an all-round companion for such a man as Ruddington
seems to be. But I take it that a grain or two of common-sense will be
found mixed with his infatuation; and, if so, he will be prepared for a
good deal of disenchantment. As for Susan, she’ll always be pretty, and
restful, and docile, and sweet: which means that if he is losing some
things he is gaining others.
Alas, poor Gibson! I’m afraid his dreams are standing a poor chance of
coming true. It’s selfish of me not to have sent him a prudent line.
I’ll do it to-day. I’ll tell him simply that all’s well with Susan; and
perhaps he will guess that all’s up with himself.
_Eight o’clock_.
I walked alone this afternoon to Bérigny. The hamlet was deserted--or,
at least, it looked so. The thatched black-and-white barns stood out
sturdily in the bright, strong light, and Bérigny wore all its old
prosperous air. But there wasn’t a single body to be seen. I suppose
every one was in the fields, or gone to market.
The church was open. I sat in it a few minutes: it was so cool and
quiet. If I had felt suddenly tempted to steal an image, or to rob the
box of Peter’s Pence, there was none to say me nay.
The Bérigny churchyard looked sweeter than ever. I like it better than
any other I have seen in France, because it is full of natural shrubs
and flowers. There are hardly any of those frightful wire crosses and
tin immortelles and iron wreaths, as big as cart-wheels, such as you see
in dozens everywhere else. And the Bérigny churchyard isn’t _triste_.
As you sit on the warm stone platform of the Calvary, you look down over
the orchards to the facing uplands--pastures of green velvet, wildly
embroidered with, a million yellow flowers. Even the graves are not
melancholy. It doesn’t seem any more dreadful that the men and women of
Bérigny should be fast asleep, like children in the bosom of their
mother earth, than that last year’s beech-leaves and pine-needles should
be lying quietly under the ceaseless murmurs of this year’s cool and
shady green. Cheerful sounds arise from the valley as you sit and look
down. There is blue smoke curling from one or two of the chimneys.
Between the surges of light wind you can just hear the voice of the beck
as it sings on its way down to Sainte Véronique. No, Bérigny churchyard
is not melancholy: for in the midst of death you are in life.
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