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"You’d better have a quiet day," I added. "This matter is getting on
your brain. Give it a rest. That was one reason why I wanted you to
wait a whole month. There’s no need to brood over it day and night.
The month has still three weeks to run."
She dried her eyes and was ever so grateful. But I am puzzled. Last
night she seemed (as she has seemed all along) to take it as a matter of
course that she will marry Ruddington. Her attitude has been that of a
pretty, honest, modest, prosaic girl with an eye on the main chance. To
find her suddenly all sensibility is a surprise.
Probably it isn’t sensibility. It’s nerves. Too much coffee: not enough
sleep. Too much of her own thoughts: not enough human fellowship at a
time when she sorely needs it.
Yet I can’t overlook that she was disappointed with his photograph. It
may well be that, in her better moments, my sweet Susan shrinks from
marrying when she cannot love. Or is it that she is cowed by the
difficulties of so huge a change in her rank and station? She shall
have an easy day.
_Tuesday_, 10.15 _a.m._
The Lord Ruddington would be speaking no more than the truth if he
always signed himself Susan’s Most Obedient Servant. He has been as
prompt with his pen-and-ink _Selbstbildniss_ as he was with the
pasty-faced artist’s photograph. He says:
MA SUZANNE,--It is Monday morning. When I have finished this, I shall
have written you once this week; once last week (the Wednesday), and
once the week before (on the Saturday). Yet I am scolded for breaking
the rules. You must send me an exceptionally kind letter to soothe my
wounded feelings.
It was unpardonably careless of me not to forward full particulars and
references when I first applied for the post of Protector to Suzanne.
But I have to-day filled up a form and am enclosing it with this.
References are kindly permitted to the Derlingham photographer and to
Mrs. Juggins, the housekeeper at Ruddington Towers.
I have taken conscientious pains to fill up the form correctly. For
instance, I squandered a whole penny this morning weighing myself on an
automatic machine at Derlingham station. To be precise, I have
squandered tuppence; because the first machine which I bribed refused to
weigh me, and insisted on presenting me with a bar of chocolate cream
instead.
The news that you can’t send me your portrait is desolating. It is
another reason why you must be extra kind.
All your letters are precious. But I like the little bits you write up
the sides best. Why can’t I have a letter made up of little side-bits
only?
RUDDINGTON.
The "enclosed form" is a formidable-looking sheet of blue foolscap
divided into columns for questions and answers. It reads:
S. B. No. 999.
1. Names (Christian Henry Reginald Westerton
and Surname), with Assheleigh, Ninth Baron
Title or Titles, if any. Ruddington.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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