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There’s been too much Ruddington. The inroads he makes on my Normandy
rest-cure are absurd. I get my sun-bath and sea-bath every day; and
that’s all. It’s time to put down my foot.
Fortunately, Susan agrees with me. She does not tell me why she has so
suddenly fallen out of love with the idea of being raised to the
peerage. It may be that she quails and shrinks from a destiny that is
altogether out of scale with her nature. More probably it is some
trifle, such as Ruddington’s moustachelessness. But, although she gives
no reasons, she agrees with me that it will be best to take the thing
less busily for the next fortnight. I’ve pointed out to her that she
knows as much about him now as she needs to know. It isn’t as though
she has to decide, here at Sainte Véronique, whether she will marry Lord
Ruddington. She has only to settle whether she will let him see her next
month face to face--whether she will let him press in person a suit
which she will still be free to refuse.
We have decided that I shall write him a letter to-day such as will keep
him quiet, and stop him bothering us. Then I shall be able to take a
deep draught of my Normandy, as I take deep draughts of the cider. I
have been here well over a week, and I hardly seem to have had one day
free of him.
_Later_.
Here is my letter to her Henry, and it’s going to be posted whether
Susan likes it or not:
DEAR LORD RUDDINGTON,--Your letter and the big blue form amused me very
much. It is interesting to have such an assortment of fresh facts about
you--especially the obstinacy and the bad temper.
It is good news that you hate motor-cars. Nor should we become estranged
over tobacco. But these are trifles, aren’t they?
I hope you will not think that I am taking myself too seriously, or that
I am unthankful for the trouble you take in writing such kind and open
and lively letters. But (now that I have your photograph and know so
much more about you) I am conscious of a desire for a week or so of
detachment from details. I feel that I would like to go about my
ordinary life until some light breaks on me suddenly and of its own
accord. The more I deliberately seek light, the more it mocks and
eludes me. I suppose the reason is that no amount of steadily "making
up" one’s mind can suffice instead of a free involuntary motion of the
heart.
As you wrote to me on Monday, you would not in any case be writing again
till Monday next. I like to have your letters; but, if you postpone
your reply to this until rather late next week, I shall have the better
chance of deciding whether we ought to meet or not.
Yours sincerely,
SUSAN BRIGGS.
_After lunch_.
The letter’s gone.
Susan says she likes it.
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