British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
In the past I have learned almost to loathe lovers. When Hugh came to
see Alice, I used to wonder how she could endure him. I suppose he
enjoyed his courtship, just as a budding barrister enjoys his obligatory
course of dinners; but he used to turn up more like a man who had come
to tune the piano than like a man in love. And I don’t think I detest
any one in this world more than poor Maude Slaney’s Bob. Heaven only
knows how many millions of times he has mispronounced the word "fiancée"
these last two years; and the way they go on in public is simply horrid.
I’d almost rather have the boorishly amorous couples who slouch on
Sunday nights along Church Lane, gaping up at the Grange.
But, this month, I’ve begun to see lovers in a less garish light. The
fisherman reminded me of Gibson. I shall be the better all my life long
for having stood in the glow of Gibson’s splendid manliness when he
thought Susan was in danger. Ruddington, poor man, is quite an endurable
lover, too. As for Susan, although she’s so simple, I haven’t
definitely made her out. But, allowing amply for her shyness and for
her deference to my guidance, it’s rather fine to see how she hangs back
from Ruddington’s money and rank until she feels sure she can care for
him. If the bulk of human love is anything like these samples, I don’t
wonder that the world goes right round in a night and a day.
_Tuesday, bedtime_.
Another earthquake.
This afternoon, Madame Dupoirier went to Grandpont station in the hotel
omnibus. She has just come back.
Madame says that when the ’bus drew up at the station "a compatriot" of
mine stepped alongside and attentively perused the words "Hôtel du
Dauphin, Sainte Véronique-sur-mer," painted on the ’bus sides.
Apparently he mistook Madame for a guest who was going away; and he
asked her (very politely, Madame says) if she knew whether "Mees Langley
and Mees Breeggs" were still at the hotel. Madame said "Yes;" and she
is quite pleasantly fluttered at the thought of an extra guest fairly on
his way hither.
I was too much stunned to do more than thank her for telling me. I
didn’t even ask her what the man was like, and whether he spoke to her
in French or in English. But I’ve no doubt it is Ruddington.
I call it abominable. If Susan were travelling in France with her
parents, or even with some married woman for a mistress, it would be
different. But this is outrageous.
I ought to have known that he would hunt up the meaning of Georgette’s
flower. A man who can read such super-exquisite meanings into the
half-dozen notes I have scribbled for Susan, isn’t the sort to leave any
stone unturned. I can’t help despising him. When a full-grown,
educated man has such sickly rubbish as the Language of Flowers at his
finger ends, a lady’s-maid is as much as he deserves.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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