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"Oh, Miss Gertrude," she sobbed; "I--I never thought it was pretending.
I never dreamed any one could be so cruel. I thought it was real."
As I had begun to read the letter, I didn’t take much notice. But Susan
sobbed and talked on.
"Oh, Miss," she moaned, "to think I was nearly going to post the answer!
I should never have been able to look the parish in the face again."
"Keep quiet, Susan," I said irritably. "Let me read it through."
And while Susan cried to herself softly, I read it straight through;
turned back again and again to sentences here and there; and at last
read it from beginning to end once more. This is what I read:--
RUDDINGTON TOWERS,
September 4, 1906.
I discard the ordinary forms of beginning because this is an
extraordinary letter.
Since I came to Ruddington last Wednesday, I have seen you three times.
For the second and for the third times, I am thankful; but the first
sufficed to open my eyes to the truth. There is not now, and cannot
ever be anywhere, any woman in the world save you whom I shall seek for
a wife.
Although I did not need to ponder this step for more than a moment on my
own account, I have considered it long and well on yours. I recognize
the many and great difficulties in the way; but not one of them is
insurmountable.
The person from whom I have learned your name and address has not the
faintest notion of what is in my mind.
If your answer must be that I am too late, or that you feel you could
not establish my happiness without losing your own, no third party need
ever know that this has passed between us. But if your affection is
still yours to give, then I shall beg for the earliest possibility of
trying to convince you that, in bestowing it upon me, you would at least
not be throwing it away on some one fickle or ungrateful, or wilfully
unworthy.
Until you give me leave, I must not say more.
RUDDINGTON.
When I finally laid the letter down, I became aware of the abundance of
Susan’s tears and the heartiness of her sobs. A plan occurred to me. I
got up and gave Susan a key.
"Don’t be silly, Susan," I said. "See. Take this key. Go to the
library. Unlock the deep drawer in the cabinet by the window. Bring me
that violet leather scrap-book with all the letters and cuttings about
Lady Traxelby’s funeral."
Susan dried her eyes and went.
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