Mysticism -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Sitting with her eyes shut, she passed into feeling them very strongly.
The place turned to be of thirty, forty years ago. She moved with the
overseer as he went to his work and came from it. With Marget Land's
mother she was cooking, sewing, cleaning. She was with the three
children, the boys older than the girl, at tasks and in play. Swim in
the river, swing under the locust tree, go for berries, for persimmons,
chinquapins, walnuts, for grapes and haws, go for the cow, work in the
garden patch, shell the peas, shuck the corn, look for eggs, pick the
currants and gooseberries, split the kindling, gather the chips, wash
the dishes, clean the lamps, sit by the fire and study reading, writing,
and arithmetic--she was deep in it, deep in a slow, steady current of
participation. It did not seem to curve, but now it was her own
childhood, her parents and brothers and sisters, an old town house and a
leafy town square--life, life, so varied and so the same! Deep, deep
wash of deep waves, and so pleasant, so sweet, all the pang and ill
lost! A past that was winnowed, understood, forgiven, appreciated, loved
by mind and heart of Farther On, and that was present, gone nowhere,
here, in finer space and finer time, a vast country capable of being
visited! Going into it was to find the deathless taste of eternity. It
was not dark; you could fill it with golden light. The forms there were
not immovable, not dead. As you understood, they lived and were
yourself. As you remembered, you saw that you were remembering, that you
were re-collecting from far and near, your Self.
Anna Darcy sat very still. "I had to wait till I was fifty-eight years
old to see that."
As on yesterday it had grown out of a commonplace of imagination and
memory. Memory and imagination had, by degrees, entered _their_ deeper
selves.
Again, as on yesterday, she could not hold it. Increased energy,
increased perception, what the ancients called the Genius, and the
mystic called illumination, or voice of God, and the moderns higher
vibration, superconsciousness--whatever it was, and perhaps the name did
not much matter, she had touched it and then lost it. But she knew that
it had been touched, and that it was desirable to know it or its like
again.
She was a member of the church, a praying woman. She bent her forehead
upon her hands: "O God, let thy kingdom come! As it comes near us, send
thy breezes!"
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