Mysticism -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"By George! I forgot!" thought Curtin. "But doubtless he knows them so
well that he knows where they are, season by season." It seemed that it
might be so. Linden spoke as though he saw. "See the Pleiades and
Capella and Aldebaran! The Great Square is at its height. The Cross and
the Eagle and the Lyre. The mountains hide Fomalhaut." They walked a
little way upon the road. Immense and tingling was that view, looking
outward, looking inward, upon those stars. At last they came indoors and
said good night.
Martin Curtin lay in a big four-poster bed and stared out of window.
Upon going to bed he had slept quickly and soundly. Now he was awake,
and he thought it might be past four of the morning. He felt the subtle
turn toward the day. He heard a dog bark and a cock crow. He was aware
that he had waked suddenly and completely. He was wide awake, and more
than that. There was a keenness, an awareness; keen, sharpened, but also
wide. His body lying very still, he began to remember, but it was
remembering with a deeper and fuller pulse than was ordinarily the case.
He remembered that younger brother who was dead, and not him alone, but
many another, kindred and friends and associates. The past lived again,
but lived with a difference. What multitudes of kindred, and friends,
and associates! The meeting went deep and wide. Had he touched all those
in one life or had it been in many lives? Was the whole texture coming
alive, and in effect did it include the whole past, the whole dead and
gone? However it might be, it was a world transmuted and without pain.
He lay still, regarding it. It was strong and light, and he and it grew
together with a sense of frictionlessness, of exquisite relief, even
with a kind of golden humorousness. None had been truly any better or
worse than another, nor in any way miraculously different, and now they
could understand and laugh together! The sense of union was exquisite,
and the sense of variousness hardly less so. The variousness was without
hostility. It glided and turned smoothly, much as personal thought and
mood might glide and turn. The sense of well-being flowed in every
realm. The perception included environment. Remembered, recalled persons
meant remembered, recalled houses, towns, country, forest and river,
fields and gardens, a thousand, thousand places! Where were they all?
They were all over the earth--light and golden--loved places and the
right people in them! There was nothing rigid--even the places
understood one another. Curtin felt a profound happiness. This one body,
lying at Sweet Rocket, was not wholly forgot nor relinquished. It came
into the pattern of variousness. But Curtin himself was moving in a
wider consciousness. All these people, all these selves of himself! and
he understood their old difficulties and he understood their old
misunderstandings. The _piece_ understood, the beautiful tissue! The
music understood, the notes moving so richly together! It was throbbing
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