Sweethearts at HomeCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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Sweethearts at Home
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Girls -- Diaries
"'I loved all manner of glades, valleys where it was always dusk--and
thick woods. I loved heathery hills, ruined pleasaunces, and tumbled
rocks fallen in avalanche. Still more I loved vast and shifting sands
which never plowshare had furrowed nor human foot crossed--plains
abandoned to the mountain doe or the frightened scouring hare. I never
liked to sit amid the storming of cataracts, nor on a little hill
overlooking a boundless plain. Rather I chose a hiding-place well
sheltered, a block of stone wetted lip deep with the brook which glided
through the silence of the valley, or better still, a mossy trunk, prone
in the deeps of the forest, with the dry rustle of beech-leaves above me
which the wind is getting ready to blow down when the time is ripe.
Silently I march, my feet deep in last year's fallen leaves--the little
worn footpath full of them from side to side.'
"Oh, and this is finest of all," said Hugh John, hurrying on, "but don't
tell any one. I make you a partner of my solitude. It lasts just a
little while. It is selfish, if you like, but sometimes it is good to
live alone! Do you know what Senancour says love is?"
"No!" I gasped, "how should I know?"
And in truth I was more surprised that already Hugh John should be
thinking of such things. But when I told father, he just said to let him
alone--that the boy was finding his soul.
Perhaps it might be in this old, sad, hundred-year-old book that he was
to find it. For the soul, father says, is just the capacity a man has of
thinking for himself.
But Hugh John went on joyously, with his firm, pale, clean-cut face
looking out of the Cave's mouth towards the distant sapphire band of the
Firth, with the three Lomonds in a paler row of blue mounds behind.
"'Often on the breast of some mountain, when the winds, sweeping down
from their wild "hopes" and gorges, ruffle the little high-lying
solitary lakes, the eternal clatter of the waves, heard only by myself,
makes me feel the instability of things, and the eternal reconstruction
of the earth out of her own _debris_.
"'Thus giving myself up to the influence of all about me, bending to the
stoop of the bird which passes above me, thrilled by the falling stone,
conferring only with the moaning of the wind, watching the oncoming
mist, I become a part of the Peace of Things which is God. All reposes,
yet all is in motion, and I become part of it--calm as that higher
serenity, cool as that shadow--the hum of an insect or the scent of a
trampled herb making my communion with Nature. I also am of the great
sweet earth. I live its life, and in time I shall die its death.'"
Now, for myself, I did not think that this was the sort of thing a boy
ought to be thinking of at Hugh John's age. But, since father said he
too had "passed that way," and since Hugh John could eat, sleep, run,
and play as well as anybody, I did not say anything.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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