This extravagance of idea filled her bedroom to overflowing; to say
nothing of other bedrooms. She would sit curled up amid a tangle of the
most delicate draperies--transparencies which should have come from a
fairy godmother; masterpieces in velvets and satins--she would wonder if
life were long enough to wear them all. These things were hidden in her
virgin holy of holies, but she ticked off the days which shut the door
against the One Unknown, and often fell to a young girl's awe in the
presence of the mysteries. Then came the last night of all--the maids
had left her; the house was at rest. A dirty fluff of snow fell upon the
streets of Paris. She was to be married at St. Eustache to-morrow!
Claudine undressed herself, and putting on the most wonderful of lace
robes, she sat before a fire of wood and warmed her pink and white feet
at the blaze. There should have been regrets at the life she was
leaving: she might have dwelt with some affection upon her passing
girlhood, and the home which had sheltered her. But she did nothing of
the kind. Her thoughts were entirely devoted to St. Eustache and
afterwards. What an exciting day it must be! Every friend she had would
be in the church. One of the canons was to marry them, and afterwards
there would be a great feast and many speeches in the old ballroom
downstairs. At four in the afternoon, Justin's motor-car was to take
them to the old château, near Rambouillet, where the first week was to
be spent. She pictured the lonely drive over the whitened roads, through
the forests--then the château, grim, old and moated. They would dine
together--and then--then she would know what love was!
Her ideas were truly French, and English sentiment could have offered
them little sympathy. Perhaps Captain Issy-Ferrault stood to her less
for _the_ man than for _a_ man. She had been educated in convents where
saintly women shuddered at the mere footsteps of their common enemy and
provoked a thousand curiosities by their very holiness. Then had come a
few short years of the world--it had taught Claudine that all life began
from the hour when a man first took a woman into his arms and the Church
blessed the proceeding. Afterwards there were other things. The first
step was sufficient for her vigil that night.
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