At last he resumed, “The idea has been planted in your mind that your
husband brought the trouble; and that idea is sure to stay there and
fester. So it becomes necessary for someone to talk to you straight. Let
me tell you that eight men out of ten have had this disease at some time
in their lives; also that very few of them were cured of it when they
thought they were. You have a cold: and then next month, you say
the cold is gone. So it is, for practical purposes. But if I take a
microscope, I find the germs of the cold still in your membranes, and I
know that you can give a cold, and a bad cold, to some one else who is
sensitive. It is true that you may go through all the rest of your life
without ever being entirely rid of that cold. You understand me?”
“Yes,” said Sylvia, in a low voice.
“I say eight out of ten. Estimates would differ. Some doctors would say
seven out of ten--and some actual investigations have shown nine out of
ten. And understand me, I don’t mean bar-room loafers and roustabouts.
I mean your brothers, if you have any, your cousins, your best friends,
the men who came to make love to you, and whom you thought of marrying.
If you had found it out about any one of them, of course you’d have cut
the acquaintance; yet you’d have been doing an injustice--for if you
had done that to all who’d ever had the disease, you might as well have
retired to a nunnery at once.”
The old gentleman paused again; then frowning at her under his bushy
eye-brows, he exclaimed, “I tell you, Mrs. van Tuiver, you’re doing your
husband a wrong. Your husband loves you, and he’s a good man--I’ve
had some talks with him, and I know he’s not got nearly so much on his
conscience as the average husband. I’m a Southern man, and I know these
gay young bloods you’ve danced and flirted with all your young life. Do
you think if you went probing into their secret affairs, you’d have
had much pleasure in their company afterwards? I tell you again, you’re
doing your husband a wrong! You’re doing something that very few men
would stand, as patiently as he has stood it so far.”
All this time Sylvia had given no sign. So the old gentleman began to
feel a trifle uneasy. “Mind you,” he said, “I’m not saying that men
ought to be like that. They deserve a good hiding, most of them--they’re
very few of them fit to associate with a good woman. I’ve always said
that no man is really good enough for a good woman. But my point is that
when you select one to punish, you select not the guiltiest one, but
simply the one who’s had the misfortune to fall under suspicion. And he
knows that’s not fair; he’d have to be more than human if deep in his
soul he did not bitterly resent it. You understand me?”
“I understand,” she replied, in the same repressed voice.
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