And the doctor rose and laid his hand on her shoulder. “I’m going home,”
he said--“very probably we’ll never meet each other again. I see you
making a great mistake, laying up unhappiness for yourself in the
future; and I wish to prevent it if I can. I wish to persuade you to
face the facts of the world in which we live. So I am going to tell you
something that I never expected I should tell to a lady.”
He was looking her straight in the eye. “You see me--I’m an old man, and
I seem fairly respectable to you. You’ve laughed at me some, but even
so, you’ve found it possible to get along with me without too great
repugnance. Well, I’ve had this disease; I’ve had it, and nevertheless
I’ve raised six fine, sturdy children. More than that--I’m not free to
name anybody else, but I happen to know positively that among the men
your husband employs on this island there are two who have the disease
right now. And the next charming and well-bred gentleman you are
introduced to, just reflect that there are at least eight chances in ten
that he has had the disease, and perhaps three or four in ten that he
has it at the minute he’s shaking hands with you. And now you think that
over, and stop tormenting your poor husband!”
6. One of the first things I did when I reached New York was to send a
little love-letter to Sylvia. I said nothing that would distress her; I
merely assured her that she was in my thoughts, and that I should look
to see her in New York, when we could have a good talk. I put this in
a plain envelope, with a typewritten address, and registered it in the
name of my stenographer. The receipt came back, signed by an unknown
hand, probably the secretary’s. I found out later that the letter never
got to Sylvia.
No doubt it was the occasion of renewed efforts upon her husband’s part
to obtain from her the promise he desired. He would not be put off with
excuses; and at last he got her answer, in the shape of a letter which
she told him she intended to mail to me. In this letter she announced
her decision that she owed it to her baby to avoid all excitement and
nervous strain during the time that she was nursing it. Her husband had
sent for the yacht, and they were going to Scotland, and in the winter
to the Mediterranean and the Nile. Meantime she would not correspond
with me; but she wished me to know that there was to be no break in our
friendship, and that she would see me upon her return to New York.
“There is much that has happened that I do not understand,” she added.
“For the present, however, I shall try to dismiss it from my mind. I am
sure you will agree that it is right for me to give a year to being
a mother; as I wish you to feel perfectly at peace in the meantime, I
mention that it is my intention to be a mother only, and not a wife. I
am showing this letter to my husband before I mail it, so that he may
know exactly what I am doing, and what I have decided to do in the
future.”
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