To which I answered, indifferently, “All right, it’s your secret.” But I
went off without much worry over that part of it. Claire must have some
one to whom to recount her troubles--or her triumphs, as the case might
be.
29. I had my talk with Sylvia a day or two later, and made my excuse--a
friend from the West who had been going out of town in a few hours
later.
The seed had been growing, I found. Ever since we had last met, her life
had consisted of arguments over the costume-ball on which her husband
had set his heart, and at which she had refused to play the hostess.
“Of course, he’s right about one thing,” she remarked. “We can’t stay in
New York unless we give some big affair. Everyone expects it, and there
is no explanation except one he could not offer.”
“I’ve made a big breach in your life, Sylvia,” I said.
“It wasn’t all you. This unhappiness has been in me--it’s been like a
boil, and you’ve been the poultice.” (She had four younger brothers and
sisters, so these domestic similes came naturally.)
“Boils,” I remarked, “are disfiguring, when they come to a head.”
There was a pause. “How is your child-labour bill?” she asked, abruptly.
“Why, it’s all right.”
“Didn’t I see a letter in the paper saying it had been referred to a
sub-committee, some trick to suppress it for this session?”
I could not answer. I had been hoping she had not seen that letter.
“If I were to come forward now,” she said, “I could possibly block that
move, couldn’t I?”
Still I said nothing.
“If I were to take a bold stand--I mean if I were to speak at a public
meeting, and denounce the move.”
“I suppose you could,” I had to admit.
For a long time she sat with her head bowed. “The children will have to
wait,” she said, at last, half to herself.
“My dear,” I answered (What else was there to answer?) “the children
have waited a long time.”
“I hate to turn back--to have you say I’m a coward--”
“I won’t say that, Sylvia.”
“You will be too kind, no doubt, but that will be the truth.”
I tried to reassure her. But the acids I had used--intended for tougher
skins than hers--had burned into the very bone, and now it was not
possible to stop their action. “I must make you understand,” she said,
“how serious a thing it seems to me for a wife to stand out against
her husband. I’ve been brought up to feel that it was the most terrible
thing a woman could do.”
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