I went on: “There is much that can be said in your behalf. I realize it
is quite possible that you were not wholly to blame when you wrote to
Bishop Chilton that you were fit to marry; I know that you may have
believed it--that you might even have found physicians to tell you so.
There is wide-spread ignorance on the subject of this disease. Men have
the idea that the chronic forms of it cannot be communicated to women,
and it is difficult to make them realize what modern investigations have
proven. You can explain that to Sylvia, and I will back you up in it.
You were in love with her, you wanted her. Go to her now, and admit to
her honestly that you have wronged her. Beg her to forgive you, and to
let you help make the best of the cruel situation that has arisen.”
So I went on, pouring out my soul. And when I had finished, he said,
“Mrs. Abbott, I have listened patiently to your most remarkable
proposition. My answer is that I must ask you to withdraw from this
intimate matter, which concerns only my wife and myself.”
He was back where we started! Trying to sweep aside these grim and
terrible realities with the wave of a conventional hand! Was this the
way he met Sylvia’s arguments? I felt moved to tell him what I thought
of him.
“You are a proud man, Mr. van Tuiver--an obstinate man, I fear. It is
hard for you to humble yourself to your wife--to admit a crime and beg
forgiveness. Tell me--is that why you hesitate? Is it because you fear
you will have to take second place in your family from now on--that you
will no longer be able to dominate Sylvia? Are you afraid of putting
into her hands a weapon of self-defence?”
He made no response.
“Very well,” I said, at last. “Let me tell you, then--I will not help
any man to hold such a position in a woman’s life. Women have to bear
half the burdens of marriage, they pay half, or more than half, the
penalties; and so it is necessary that they have a voice in its affairs.
Until they know the truth, they can never have a voice.”
Of course my little lecture on Feminism might as well have been
delivered to a sphinx. “How stupid you are!” I cried. “Don’t you know
that some day Sylvia must find out the truth for herself?”
This was before the days when newspapers and magazines began to discuss
such matters frankly; but still there were hints to be picked up. I had
a newspaper-item in my bag--the board of health in a certain city had
issued a circular giving instructions for the prevention of blindness
in newly-born infants, and discussing the causes thereof; and the United
States post office authorities had barred the circular from the mails. I
said, “Suppose that item had come under Sylvia’s eyes; might it not have
put her on the track. It was in her newspaper the day before yesterday;
and it was only by accident that I got hold of it first. Do you suppose
that can go on forever?”
“Now that I am here,” he replied, “I will be glad to relieve you of such
responsibilities.”
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