Which naturally made me cross. I drew from my quiver an arrow that I
thought would penetrate his skin. “Mr. van Tuiver,” I said, “a man in
your position must always be an object of gossip and scandal. Suppose
some enemy were to send your wife an anonymous letter? Or suppose there
were some woman who thought that you had wronged her?”
I stopped. He gave me one keen look--and then again the impenetrable
mask! “My wife will have to do as other women in her position do--pay no
attention to scandal-mongers of any sort.”
I paused, and then went on: “I believe in marriage. I consider it a
sacred thing; I would do anything in my power to protect and preserve a
marriage. But I hold that it must be an equal partnership. I would fight
to make it that; and wherever I found that it could not be that, I would
say it was not marriage, but slavery, and I would fight just as hard to
break it. Can you not understand that attitude upon a woman’s part?”
He gave no sign that he could understand. But still I would not give up
my battle. “Mr. van Tuiver,” I pleaded, “I am a much older person than
you. I have seen a great deal of life--I have seen suffering even worse
than yours. And I am trying most earnestly to help you. Can you not
bring yourself to talk to me frankly? Perhaps you have never talked with
a woman about such matters--I mean, with a good woman. But I assure
you that other men have found it possible, and never regretted the
confidence they placed in me.”
I went on to tell him about my own sons, and what I had done for them;
I told him of a score of other boys in their class who had come to me,
making me a sort of mother-confessor. I do not think that I was entirely
deceived by my own eloquence--there was, I am sure, a minute or two
when he actually wavered. But then the habits of a precocious life-time
reasserted themselves, and he set his lips and told himself that he was
Douglas van Tuiver. Such things might happen in raw Western colleges,
but they were not according to the Harvard manner, nor the tradition of
life in Fifth Avenue clubs.
He could not be a boy! He had never had any boyhood, any childhood--he
had been a state personage ever since he had known that he was anything.
I found myself thinking suddenly of the thin-lipped old family lawyer,
who had had much to do with shaping his character, and whom Sylvia
described to me, sitting at her dinner-table and bewailing the folly
of people who “admitted things.” That was what made trouble for family
lawyers--not what people did, but what they admitted. How easy it was
to ignore impertinent questions! And how few people had the wit to do
it!-it seemed as if the shade of the thin-lipped old family lawyer were
standing by Douglas van Tuiver’s side.
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