Take Me for a Ride: Coming of Age in a Destructive CultLaxer, Mark E.
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Take Me for a Ride: Coming of Age in a Destructive Cult
Laxer, Mark E.
Cults -- United States; Lenz, Frederick, 1950-
"Yes," he replied. "I am Rama, the last incarnation of Vishnu.
You people think that I am a person, but I am not. Over the years
I watched my various selves fade away. I fought the process tooth
and nail--like each of you are doing now. But it was in vain.
I could not stop the process of dissolution. I had to admit that I
was no longer a person. This morning I suddenly knew who I was.
I have been cycling...I am beginning to remember...Eternity
has named me Rama...Rama most clearly reflects my strand
of luminosity...We're at the end of a cycle...At this time,
Vishnu takes incarnation as a person...Vishnu is that aspect of God
that preserves and protects life...Rama...the last incarnation
of Vishnu..."
Jolted by the speed and the angle at which his jet now climbed--
he *was* putting himself on par with Jesus Christ and the Buddha--
I suppressed a reaction and awaited instructions from the pilot's
latest persona. But the instructions, it turned out, had been issued
months before. Each follower was supposed to write and submit stories--
typed, double-spaced--about his or her experiences with him.
Our prose, he had been telling us, was indicative of our mediocre level
of consciousness, so we wrote and rewrote and we tried to revise,
guided by his comments in the margin.
Stories about Rama--a figure from Hindu mythology--can be found
in the classic Indian text, The Ramayana. Stories about "Rama"
(Atmananda [Fred])--a guy from Connecticut--can be found in The
Last Incarnation.
The words, "THE LAST INCARNATION" flash from the cover in letters of gold,
above a backlit photo of "Rama," the book's editor, publisher, and focus.
The stories portray Rama as a warm, intelligent servant of Truth--
with enough mystical power to light up a city. A few of my stories,
which also depict him as a down-to-earth demigod, appear in
the 403-page collection. But there were other stories I could
have written.
I could have written, for instance, the story of "Rama and the Puppets
of Bliss and Profit." In 1980, Rama got a cuddly, white hand
puppet which had purple feet and a purple, toucan-shaped beak.
Rama called it "Bliss," and often played with it as though it
were alive. He appeared to make it talk, yawn, sleep, and soar.
"Bliss is soaring through the other worlds," he explained. In 1982,
I asked Rama what he wanted for his birthday.
"Another Bliss," he replied with a boyish grin. So I set out on a quest
with Paul to buy a Bliss for our benefactor. Together we combed
the toy stores of southern California, but the search was to no avail.
Weeks later, I spoke with a puppet designer in northern California.
"Sounds to me like you have a 'Take Me To Your Leader,'" she said.
"Does it have antennas?"
"No."
"Then you must have an 'Uncle Lucius.'"
"Actually," I said, "we call it 'Bliss.'"
Over the next few years, Rama ordered thousands of yellow,
red, green, pink, and blue Blisses.
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