‘I have,’ answered poor John, the blood leaping to his face. ‘They think
they know the men that did it. I dare say the money will be recovered,
if that was all,’ said he, with a desperate indifference, which his
father set down to levity; but which sprung from the consciousness of
worse behind.
‘Your mother’s watch, too?’ asked Mr. Nicholson.
‘Oh, the watch is all right!’ cried John. ‘At least, I mean I was coming
to the watch—the fact is, I am ashamed to say, I—I had pawned the watch
before. Here is the ticket; they didn’t find that; the watch can be
redeemed; they don’t sell pledges.’ The lad panted out these phrases,
one after another, like minute guns; but at the last word, which rang in
that stately chamber like an oath, his heart failed him utterly; and the
dreaded silence settled on father and son.
It was broken by Mr. Nicholson picking up the pawn-ticket: ‘John Froggs,
85 Pleasance,’ he read; and then turning upon John, with a brief flash of
passion and disgust, ‘Who is John Froggs?’ he cried.
‘Nobody,’ said John. ‘It was just a name.’
‘An _alias_,’ his father commented.
‘Oh! I think scarcely quite that,’ said the culprit; ‘it’s a form, they
all do it, the man seemed to understand, we had a great deal of fun over
the name—’
He paused at that, for he saw his father wince at the picture like a man
physically struck; and again there was silence.
‘I do not think,’ said Mr. Nicholson, at last, ‘that I am an ungenerous
father. I have never grudged you money within reason, for any avowable
purpose; you had just to come to me and speak. And now I find that you
have forgotten all decency and all natural feeling, and actually
pawned—pawned—your mother’s watch. You must have had some temptation; I
will do you the justice to suppose it was a strong one. What did you
want with this money?’
‘I would rather not tell you, sir,’ said John. ‘It will only make you
angry.’
‘I will not be fenced with,’ cried his father. ‘There must be an end of
disingenuous answers. What did you want with this money?’
‘To lend it to Houston, sir,’ says John.
‘I thought I had forbidden you to speak to that young man?’ asked the
father.
‘Yes, sir,’ said John; ‘but I only met him.’
‘Where?’ came the deadly question.
And ‘In a billiard-room’ was the damning answer. Thus, had John’s single
departure from the truth brought instant punishment. For no other
purpose but to see Alan would he have entered a billiard-room; but he had
desired to palliate the fact of his disobedience, and now it appeared
that he frequented these disreputable haunts upon his own account.
Once more Mr. Nicholson digested the vile tidings in silence, and when
John stole a glance at his father’s countenance, he was abashed to see
the marks of suffering.
‘Well,’ said the old gentleman, at last, ‘I cannot pretend not to be
simply bowed down. I rose this morning what the world calls a happy
man—happy, at least, in a son of whom I thought I could be reasonably
proud—’
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