BY a little after noon on the eve of Christmas, John had left his
portmanteau in the cloak-room, and stepped forth into Princes Street with
a wonderful expansion of the soul, such as men enjoy on the completion of
long-nourished schemes. He was at home again, incognito and rich;
presently he could enter his father’s house by means of the pass-key,
which he had piously preserved through all his wanderings; he would throw
down the borrowed money; there would be a reconciliation, the details of
which he frequently arranged; and he saw himself, during the next month,
made welcome in many stately houses at many frigid dinner-parties, taking
his share in the conversation with the freedom of the man and the
traveller, and laying down the law upon finance with the authority of the
successful investor. But this programme was not to be begun before
evening—not till just before dinner, indeed, at which meal the
reassembled family were to sit roseate, and the best wine, the modern
fatted calf, should flow for the prodigal’s return.
Meanwhile he walked familiar streets, merry reminiscences crowding round
him, sad ones also, both with the same surprising pathos. The keen
frosty air; the low, rosy, wintry sun; the castle, hailing him like an
old acquaintance; the names of friends on door-plates; the sight of
friends whom he seemed to recognise, and whom he eagerly avoided, in the
streets; the pleasant chant of the north-country accent; the dome of St.
George’s reminding him of his last penitential moments in the lane, and
of that King of Glory whose name had echoed ever since in the saddest
corner of his memory; and the gutters where he had learned to slide, and
the shop where he had bought his skates, and the stones on which he had
trod, and the railings in which he had rattled his clachan as he went to
school; and all those thousand and one nameless particulars, which the
eye sees without noting, which the memory keeps indeed yet without
knowing, and which, taken one with another, build up for us the aspect of
the place that we call home: all these besieged him, as he went, with
both delight and sadness.
His first visit was for Houston, who had a house on Regent Terrace, kept
for him in old days by an aunt. The door was opened (to his surprise)
upon the chain, and a voice asked him from within what he wanted.
‘I want Mr. Houston—Mr. Alan Houston,’ said he.
‘And who are ye?’ said the voice.
‘This is most extraordinary,’ thought John; and then aloud he told his
name.
‘No’ young Mr. John?’ cried the voice, with a sudden increase of Scotch
accent, testifying to a friendlier feeling.
‘The very same,’ said John.
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