menacing words—popping from their hiding-place in memory—startled him
like a hand laid upon his shoulder. ‘Crimes, hunted, the gallows.’ They
were ugly words; in the ears of an innocent man, perhaps all the uglier;
for if some judicial error were in act against him, who should set a
limit to its grossness or to how far it might be pushed? Not John,
indeed; he was no believer in the powers of innocence, his cursed
experience pointing in quite other ways; and his fears, once wakened,
grew with every hour and hunted him about the city streets.
It was, perhaps, nearly nine at night; he had eaten nothing since lunch,
he had drunk a good deal, and he was exhausted by emotion, when the
thought of Houston came into his head. He turned, not merely to the man
as a friend, but to his house as a place of refuge. The danger that
threatened him was still so vague that he knew neither what to fear nor
where he might expect it; but this much at least seemed undeniable, that
a private house was safer than a public inn. Moved by these counsels, he
turned at once to the Caledonian Station, passed (not without alarm) into
the bright lights of the approach, redeemed his portmanteau from the
cloak-room, and was soon whirling in a cab along the Glasgow Road. The
change of movement and position, the sight of the lamps twinkling to the
rear, and the smell of damp and mould and rotten straw which clung about
the vehicle, wrought in him strange alternations of lucidity and mortal
giddiness.
‘I have been drinking,’ he discovered; ‘I must go straight to bed, and
sleep.’ And he thanked Heaven for the drowsiness that came upon his mind
in waves.
From one of these spells he was wakened by the stoppage of the cab; and,
getting down, found himself in quite a country road, the last lamp of the
suburb shining some way below, and the high walls of a garden rising
before him in the dark. The Lodge (as the place was named), stood,
indeed, very solitary. To the south it adjoined another house, but
standing in so large a garden as to be well out of cry; on all other
sides, open fields stretched upward to the woods of Corstorphine Hill, or
backward to the dells of Ravelston, or downward toward the valley of the
Leith. The effect of seclusion was aided by the great height of the
garden walls, which were, indeed, conventual, and, as John had tested in
former days, defied the climbing schoolboy. The lamp of the cab threw a
gleam upon the door and the not brilliant handle of the bell.
‘Shall I ring for ye?’ said the cabman, who had descended from his perch,
and was slapping his chest, for the night was bitter.
‘I wish you would,’ said John, putting his hand to his brow in one of his
accesses of giddiness.
The man pulled at the handle, and the clanking of the bell replied from
further in the garden; twice and thrice he did it, with sufficient
intervals; in the great frosty silence of the night the sounds fell sharp
and small.
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