“Amazing you might well say, if you knew all,” said Lady Delacour; and she heaved a deep sigh, threw herself back in the carriage, let fall her mask, and was silent. It was broad daylight, and Belinda had a full view of her countenance, which was the picture of despair. She uttered not one syllable more, nor had Miss Portman the courage to interrupt her meditations till they came within sight, of Lady Singleton’s, when Belinda ventured to remind her that she had resolved to stop there and change dresses before Marriott saw them. “No, it’s no matter,” said Lady Delacour; “Marriott will leave me at the last, like all the rest--‘tis no matter.” Her ladyship sunk back into her former attitude; but after she had remained silent for some minutes, she started up and exclaimed-- “If I had served myself with half the zeal that I have served the world, I should not now be thus forsaken! I have sacrificed reputation, happiness, every thing to the love of frolic:--all frolic will soon be at an end with me--I am dying--and I shall die unlamented by any human being. If I were to live my life over again, what a different life it should be!--What a different person _I would be!_[1]--But it is all over now--I am dying.” Belinda’s astonishment at these words, and at the solemn manner in which they were pronounced, was inexpressible; she gazed at Lady Delacour, and then repeated the word,--‘dying!’--“Yes, dying!” said Lady Delacour. “But you seem to me, and to all the world, in perfect health; and but half an hour ago in perfect spirits,” said Belinda. “I seem to you and to all the world, what I am not--I tell you I am dying,” said her ladyship in an emphatic tone. Not a word more passed till they got home. Lady Delacour hurried up stairs, bidding Belinda follow her to her dressing-room. Marriott was lighting the six wax candles on the dressing-table.--“As I live, they have changed dresses after all,” said Marriott to herself, as she fixed her eyes upon Lady Delacour and Miss Portman. “I’ll be burnt, if I don’t make my lady remember this.” “Marriott, you need not wait; I’ll ring when I want you,” said Lady Delacour; and taking one of the candles from the table, she passed on hastily with Miss Portman through her dressing-room, through her bedchamber, and to the door of the mysterious cabinet. “Marriott, the key of this door,” cried she impatiently, after she had in vain attempted to open it. “Heavenly graciousness!” cried Marriott; “is my lady out of her senses?” “The key--the key--quick, the key,” repeated Lady Delacour, in a peremptory tone. She seized it as soon as Marriott drew it from her pocket, and unlocked the door. “Had not I best put _the things_ to rights, my lady?” said Marriott, catching fast hold of the opening door.