Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Then Miss Portman gave Lady Delacour a simple but full account of all
that had passed at Oakly-park relative to Mr. Vincent. She repeated the
arguments by which Lady Anne Percival had first prevailed upon her to
admit of Mr. Vincent’s addresses. She said, that she had been convinced
by Mr. Percival, that the omnipotence of a _first love_ was an idea
founded in error, and realized only in romance; and that to believe that
none could be happy in marriage, except with the first object of their
fancy or their affections, would be an error pernicious to individuals
and to society. When she detailed the arguments used by Mr. Percival on
this subject, Lady Delacour sighed, and observed that Mr. Percival was
certainly right, judging from _his own experience_, to declaim against
the folly of _first loves_; “and for the same reason,” added she,
“perhaps I may be pardoned if I retain some prejudice in their favour.”
She turned aside her head to hide a starting tear, and here the
conversation dropped. Belinda, recollecting the circumstances of her
ladyship’s early history, reproached herself for having touched on this
tender subject, yet at the same time she felt with increased force, at
this moment, the justice of Mr. Percival’s observations; for, evidently,
the hold which this prejudice had kept in Lady Delacour’s mind had
materially injured her happiness, by making her neglect, after her
marriage, all the means of content that were in her reach. Her incessant
comparisons between her _first love_ and her husband excited perpetual
contempt and disgust in her mind for her wedded lord, and for many years
precluded all perception of his good qualities, all desire to live with
him upon good terms, and all idea of securing that share of domestic
happiness that was actually in her power. Belinda resolved at some
future moment, whenever she could, with propriety and with effect, to
suggest these reflections to Lady Delacour, and in the mean time she
was determined to turn them to her own advantage. She perceived that
she should have need of all her steadiness to preserve her judgment
unbiassed by her ladyship’s wit and persuasive eloquence on the one
hand, and on the other by her own high opinion of Lady Anne Percival’s
judgment, and the anxious desire she felt to secure her approbation. The
letters from Clarence Hervey she read at night, when she retired to her
own room; and they certainly raised not only Belinda’s opinion of his
talents, but her esteem for his character. She saw that he had,
with great address, made use of the influence he possessed over Lady
Delacour, to turn her mind to every thing that could make her amiable,
estimable, and happy--she saw that Clarence, so far from attempting, for
the sake of his own vanity, to retain his pre-eminence in her ladyship’s
imagination, used on the contrary “his utmost skill” to turn the tide
of her affections toward her husband and her daughter. In one of his
letters, and but in one, he mentioned Belinda.
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