Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He expressed great regret
in hearing from Lady Delacour that her friend, Miss Portman, was
no longer with her. He expatiated on the inestimable advantages and
happiness of having such a friend--but this referred to Lady Delacour,
not to himself. There was an air of much respect and some embarrassment
in all he said of Belinda, but nothing like love. A few words at the end
of this paragraph were cautiously obliterated, however; and, without
any obvious link of connexion, the writer began a new sentence with a
general reflection upon the folly and imprudence of forming romantic
projects. Then he enumerated some of the various schemes he had formed
in his early youth, and humorously recounted how they had failed, or how
they had been abandoned. Afterward, changing his tone from playful wit
to serious philosophy, he observed the changes which these experiments
had made in his own character.
“My friend, Dr. X----,” said he, “divides mankind into three classes:
those who learn from the experience of others--they are happy men; those
who learn from their own experience--they are wise men; and, lastly,
those who learn neither from their own nor from other people’s
experience--they are fools. This class is by far the largest. I am
content,” continued Clarence, “to be in the middle class--perhaps you
will say because I cannot be in the first: however, were it in my power
to choose my own character, I should, forgive me the seeming vanity of
the speech, still be content to remain in my present station upon
this principle--the characters of those who are taught by their own
experience must be progressive in knowledge and virtue. Those who learn
from the experience of others may become stationary, because they must
depend for their progress on the experiments that we brave volunteers,
at whose expense they are to live and learn, are pleased to try. There
may be much safety in thus snugly fighting, or rather seeing the battle
of life, behind the broad shield of a stouter warrior; yet it seems to
me to be rather an ignominious than an enviable situation.
“Our friend, Dr. X----, would laugh at my insisting upon being amongst
the class of learners by their own experience. He would ask me, whether
it be the ultimate end of my philosophy to try experiments, or to be
happy. And what answer should I make? I have none ready. Common sense
stares me in the face, and my feelings, even at this instant, alas!
confute my system. I shall pay too dear yet for some of my experiments.
‘Sois grand homme, et sois malheureux,’ is, I am afraid, the law of
nature, or rather the decree of the world. Your ladyship will not read
this without a smile; for you will immediately infer, that I think
myself a great man; and as I detest hypocrisy yet more than vanity,
I shall not deny the charge. At all events, I feel that I am at
present--however gaily I talk of it--in as fair a way to be unhappy for
life, as if I were, in good earnest, the greatest man in Europe.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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