"Your kind letter reach'd me after many an anxious hour spent in
expectation, and repays me ten-fold for all my uneasiness. Surely,
Anna, there is no one that can write half so agreeably as yourself.
I know there must be a long--long--epistle for me on the road,
containing those descriptions and incidents you promised to favour
me with: how I long to read them, and to show them to my aunt
Margaret, who, I believe, does not suspect you to be capable of
doing that which I know, or rather feel, you can. Knowing from any
thing but feeling and the innate evidence of our sympathies, seems
to me something like heresy in friendship. Oh, Anna! how could you
be so cruel as to show my letters to any one, and that to a
gentleman and a stranger? I never would have served you so, not
even to good Charles Weston, whom I esteem so highly, and who
really wants neither judgment nor good nature, though he is
dreadfully deficient in fancy. Yet Charles is a most excellent
young man, and I gave him the compliments you desired; he was so
much flattered by your notice that he could make no reply, though I
doubt not he prized the honour as he ought. We are all very happy
here, only for the absence of my Anna; but so long as miles of
weary roads and endless rivers run between us, perfect happiness
can never reign in the breast of your Julia. Anna, I conjure you by
all the sacred delicacy that consecrates our friendship, never to
show this letter, unless you would break my heart: you never will,
I am certain, and therefore I will write to my Anna in the
unreserved manner in which we conversed, when fate, less cruel than
at present, suffered us to live in the sunshine of each other's
smiles. You speak of a certain person in your letter, whom, for
obvious reasons, I will in future call _Antonio_. You describe him
with the partiality of a friend; but how can I doubt his being
worthy of all that you say, and more--sensible, brave, rich, and
handsome. From his name, I suppose, of course, he is well
connected. What a constellation of attractions to centre in one
man! But you have not told me all--his age, his family, his
profession; though I presume he has borne arms in the service of
his country, and that his manly breast is already covered with the
scars of honour. Ah! Anna, "he jests at scars who never felt a
wound." But, my dear creature, you say that he talks of me: what
under the sun can you find to say of such a poor girl as myself?
Though I suppose you have, in the fondness of affection, described
my person to him already. I wonder if he likes black eyes and fair
complexion. You can't conceive what a bloom the country has given
me; I really begin to look more like a milk-maid than a lady. Dear,
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